Day 3
Psalms 13:2 says "How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart?"
I want you to understand that not everything is possible for man, but everything is possible for God. You now think that everything is to hard for you. Everything is upon your limit. It is not. God never gives you a problem that you can't resolve. He never gave us something inhuman to resolve and He never will.
You may believe that God is not with you today. Or you are in a lot of problems and because of that you think that God forgot you. He didn't forgot you. He never did it in the past, He didn't forgot you now and He wil not forget you in the future.
I want to talk with you about something.
First of all:
1. Why you are not feeling his presence anymore
And two:
2. Why you got so much problems in your life.
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1. So, first. Why you are not feeling his presence anymore? I want you to understand that is not His fault. It's yours. When we are not feeling God presence anymore is because we did something wrong. God is always here with us and for us. Me for example I feel His presence right now, writing this. Why? Because he speaks with me. He speaks with me in my mind. He speaks with me when He shows me how much He loves me. You can also see how much God loves you. You can breathe, you can talk, you can walk, you can see the sun, you can see the art that God is doing on the sky and on the earth and so on.
I also feel His presence because I talk with Him everyday. I want you to understand that God is not a religion. God is not calling you to a religion, He's calling you to love. If you think God is a religion and you make a religion from Him, then don't expect to feel Him. If you want to feel His presence, first:
• You need to believe. Let's say that you want to believe, but you don't. Or maybe your faith is to small. That's a begining. You want to believe. If you are going to read the bible, maybe you will think that is boring. Yes, there are a lot of interesant things and very beautiful teachings. But me for example, when I first wanted to meet Jesus for real, I started with reading the bible. I saw a lot of good and beatiful teachings but my mind was still very foggy. So I did this. I took a walk and just spoke with God. You can do it even at your home. Just ask God what you want to ask, tell Him what you feel, what you want to ask Him and try to have a litle faith that He'll answer you. And He will. When you'll speak with Him in your mind, He'll also answer you in your mind. How beautiful is that. So if you speak with God, He will answer to you.
• If you want to know more about God and feel His presence you must give up on the wordly things. For example, the bad music that you used to listen before replace it with Godly and good music. Bible says that the goal of the music (at least the christian music) is to peace your soul, to give you eternal peace. You can even find christian rap music that it sounds realy good but it also gives you eternal peace. Now you must be careful because there are a lot of "christian music" with a wrong rythm. Rythm gaved by the devil. That song does not have the goal to give you peace.
• If you want to feel Him, to feel His presence upon you, you need to read the scripture. That will give you not just wisdom, but peace also. Why peace? Because you'll find a lot of answers there. You just need to read it very careful. You can start to read it from the book of Matthew and so on. You must start with the new testament if you want to understand the bible better. But not just read it. And actualy read it. You will find there a lot of teachings that you never heard from no one. And trust me, they will blow your mind.
2. Why you got so much problems in your life?
I want you to understand that God is only giving His bigest battles to His bigest fighters. If God is leting a very bad problem to come in your life that means He knows that you are one of His best soldiers. Maybe you are not feeling God presence now because of the problems you got. And maybe you think that He is not with you anymore. Let me tell you something my friend. If God had not been with you, you would have been dead by now.
