Out of my reach

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Summary

He never thought he’d find love. He can’t love. He only uses them for pleasure and desire. He found a love.. but he can’t. Love.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
5
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

1

I realise how wrong it is to love someone who doesn’t love you back. I learnt that the hard way and trust me, enduring the pain is horrible, but the contemplation after snaps you back to reality. It makes you aware of what’s going on around you and doesn’t confine you to one situation. You don’t know the pain I went through trying to fix everything with him. I tried my best to let him know the impact he had on me. He didn’t care. Then I left. Tell me why he came back. I told him he was going to rue the day he let me leave. He thinks he didn’t LET me and I left myself. I didn’t want to leave. I had to. He was treating me like shit and I felt like the only option I had was to leave. I have this so much but I miss him. Even though he treated me horribly. I know he’d come back one day, apologetic. He’ll know the good thing he’s lost. This epiphany of mine. I k ow you’re reading this. You feel bad. You PITY me. I hate that. Don’t pity me. Feel bad. Don’t pity me. I know he’ll come back to me one day. He knows I love him and he loves me. He flirts with other women, but he loves me. I know he does. I know he does. I know he does. I know he does. He loves ME. I’ll finish anyone who DARES to come near him. Don’t worry. You’ll see. I’ll be back. You’ll all see. HE LOVES ME.