That Was Then And This Is Now

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Summary

"I've always felt like I was so prepared... I was good in school and had a strong partnership with Wes. I have parents that want nothing but the best for me. I'm very organized, I know what I want- I thought I knew what I wanted. I do my research on things, and I don't act on impulse. I had a timeline for all of the things I had planned in life. I did everything I could to make sure all of those things happened accordingly. But then I got pregnant, and everything I thought I was so sure of went out the window. Then Wes got sick. Who could prepare for that? I was so sure that I had set myself up for success. But no matter how organized you are, no matter how prepared you think you can be, unexpected obstacles just flip everything on its head. How was I supposed to be ready for these things?"

Status
Complete
Chapters
23
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

I Have A Rendezvous With Death

That Was Then And This Is Now

“I have a rendezvous with Death

At some disputed barricade,

When Spring comes back with rustling shade

And apple-blossoms fill the air—

I have a rendezvous with Death

When Spring brings back blue days and fair.

It may be he shall take my hand

And lead me into his dark land

And close my eyes and quench my breath—

It may be I shall pass him still.

I have a rendezvous with Death

On some scarred slope of battered hill,

When Spring comes round again this year

And the first meadow-flowers appear.

God knows ’twere better to be deep

Pillowed in silk and scented down,

Where Love throbs out in blissful sleep,

Pulse nigh to pulse, and breath to breath,

Where hushed awakenings are dear ...

But I’ve a rendezvous with Death

At midnight in some flaming town,

When Spring trips north again this year,

And I to my pledged word am true,

I shall not fail that rendezvous.”

Alan Seeger