Vanessa 1
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
The alarm was blaring at an annoyingly high rate. There was only darkness outside still. The warmth of my bed called to me like a scorned lover.
“Ugh! Five a.m. is too early to be alive!” I groaned as I slowly rolled out of bed.
I hated waking up early. I was a night owl, usually up late gaming or reviewing games. Today, though, I had to get ready to go. Thankfully, I was already packed for the trip. I was heading to Vegas for a gaming championship.
You’d think the Princess would be accustomed to waking up early. Nope! After all these years, I still struggled with getting up early. Even now, I begrudgingly walked over to the bathroom and got in the shower.
Afterward, I stood in front of the mirror trying to give myself a pep talk.
“You got this, Nessa!”
“You can win!”
“You are a royal, after all…” I murmured that last one to myself.
Although I had full confidence in my gaming skills, I still always had pre-show jitters. I mean, who wouldn’t be nervous about winning a national championship. Not to mention this was my last chance to prove I made the right decision coming out here years ago. I had to prove it to myself. I had to prove that this wasn’t a waste of time and talent.
Even though I was ranked as one of the best players, I still knew I had something more to prove. My parents’ disapproval of my dreams was only part of it. I mean, imagine if the world found out the famous Dark Unicorn of the gaming world was none other than Vanessa Samantha Monroe, Princess of Montrevilla!
Our homeland was a small country in Europe that my family had ruled for centuries, with rich traditions and old-fashioned beliefs.
I was third in line after my brother Christian and my sister Elizabeth. I adored my siblings and was quite close with my brother.
Christian and I had a nurturing sibling bond. After having secret gaming sessions together, it was he who encouraged me to pursue my dreams. He always knew I was the free spirit of the siblings.
I had always looked up to my big sister, Elizabeth—except I never wanted to be like her. I admired her conviction to what she believed was true—her unrelenting loyalty and admiration for our mother. Liz loved our mother situating her future. I honestly was really dreading my arranged marriage, unlike her, especially since mine was approaching much quicker than I was ready for.
Don’t get me wrong, I still love my family and abide by my royal expectations. I just didn’t believe what they believed. I also knew I’d never have to rule! I wanted more than anything to just be myself. I didn’t want to be royal. Unlike most of my family, they lived for being royal. So I tried to live my life for what made me happy—gaming and computers. My brother and sister loved the spotlight. I couldn’t stand it, as I always felt I didn’t deserve something I was just born into. Imagine being given a privilege just for existing.
I finished getting dressed, trying to get my head in the game for the competition. I checked my reflection. I was wearing the perfect pair of hip-hugging jeans—and man, did they make my curves look amazing. Not that my long legs needed much help. At almost six feet tall, I poured out beauty effortlessly. My long, curly rainbow hair (my signature look) fell loosely over my shoulders. Even though I didn’t need any makeup, what I did use was only to enhance my natural beauty so that my flawless skin and sultry hazel eyes would cause any man to turn his head. I finished off my look with a fitted black leather jacket and my team shirt underneath.
The team worked really hard on the design, and overall, I couldn’t have asked for better teammates. We worked together seamlessly and even easily found middle ground in disagreements. The boys never treated me like anything but a gamer and teammate. The funniest part is you’d think a girl gamer on a national team would be the big shocker—but no, it was my hair!
Most people thought my hair was a wig since the colors were always so vibrant. Nobody understood the work or money that it took to keep it up. They also didn’t know I had the budget to do that upkeep. I had a secret income nobody knew about. Plus, the crazy hair actually made it easier to hide. Believe it or not, no one would think a princess of a European country would do that. I knew that although my family might not approve of it, this was my time for me. I wanted to be different and embrace parts of myself I previously had to hide.
I grabbed my bags and keys. I walked around the room and did one last check. Afterward, I quickly rushed outside to see Abby waiting for me.
Abigail Reynolds—or Abby for short—was my lady-in-waiting. She was also my best friend, one of the few I could trust with my life and my secrets. She had been with me all my life. Her mother currently works in the kitchen and had welcomed a surprise baby boy a few years ago. Abby was so excited to have a baby brother.
Even though her brother was a later addition, I knew she missed him. She’s only gotten to watch him grow up on a screen. I’m sure she’s excited to go back home and see them.
My parents (you know, the King and Queen) had allowed me to move out here as long as I kept my identity a secret. They always knew I’d be a target for anyone trying to take advantage of the crown. Also, I agreed I would marry as soon as I got home…
I knew one of my royal duties was to marry a royal. What I wanted, though, was to love and to be normal. That was hard to do in my current situation. Almost impossible, really.
So even though I didn’t like it, I agreed. Getting out was better than staying. I knew what was expected of me, and the time to go back was coming near. I was about to turn twenty-five, and with that, my mom and dad made their expectations very clear. My deadline was up, and I wasn’t looking forward to going back.
After the championship—win or lose—I’d have to go back home shortly after. I guess the only thing that made it easier to leave was that I had no emotional connection to any man romantically. Not that they didn’t have eyes for me. Quite the opposite. I tried to make myself seem standoffish. I mean, I perfected RBF, and yet anyone who met me seemed to fall in love with my charm, which outshined my beauty. I was a full crème brûlée—hard on the outside, warm and creamy on the inside. Anyway, you get the picture. I know it sounds braggy; that’s not my intention.
I watched as Abby finished putting the luggage into the trunk. I offered to help. She wouldn’t let me, even if I tried. She finished and closed the trunk with a thud.
We piled into the car that was sent for us from the company. As I let out the most guttural groan, I threw my head back. I decided that since we had a few hours between L.A. and Vegas, I wanted to get a few more hours of sleep. I hated feeling tired before my competition—it threw off my edge.
So I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep, not knowing who or what lay ahead. One thing I did know was that five a.m. is still too damn early to get up, and with that thought, I let out a chuckle to myself. With my eyes closed, I soon fell asleep for the rest of the way.