Chapter 2
It start with holidays of 3 months... Its compulsory to have 3 months holiday after 10th exam...While i had breakup at that time i already talk with him facebook ...i hot to meet him in computer class i mean outside the school.
I thought he is so innocent but i dont know what happen to his mind at that time.I met him, talk to him and at last i decided to have a relationship with him after my friend birthday, i met him at night then we had out first kiss, i mean we both had our first kiss. I felt disgusted seriously , he also dont know how to do it and me as well. After that i went home and talk to him. Actually, i provoked him that he can’t kiss me at all but later he did i mean i shouldn’t do that. I regret at that time and i regret after that alot. He seriously tease me taht i liked it but i don’t. After some time he start to kiss me alot . I mean, he start to kiss me after that. My biggest regret is that to provoked him thats all and i seriously regret that .
It goes straight with kiss though. I Think that, he started to want to sex with me i dont know why...i think his friends start to gave him advice about it. But i dont like it though. He started to asked for it .I said no at that time . At last, he started to pull my pant.I don’t know what i felt at that time but i dont feel safe with him after that i dont know what happened we had sex or not because he also dont know how to do it..Then, after feww months, he started to told me that i have to lose weight. I was like, i am not gonna do it. Then, after more than 1 month i broke up with him. I don’t know, whats happening with his life right now. I feel like safe and free right. I dont regret that decision in my entire life and i ma happy with that decision.
I want you all to be safe, thats all. Sometimes, we should also listen our brain as well otherwise you will regret it later.
I made my decision that’s why i am safe right now . I don’t know what will happen to me at that time
