Chapter 1
I’ve always wanted to fall in love. But it was never the right time or place. The first time, I wasn’t ready. I could barely come out to myself, let alone my family and everyone else. And as for the second time… I sort of moved away and never said anything. I know what you’re thinking. “Idiot, why would you do that??”, right? But I was just a little kid struggling with my emotions. How was I supposed to handle it? I didn’t even know what gay was back then.
But today is different. Not because I had an insane glow up. And not because I’m more confident. I just can’t help it. There he is, standing so perfectly, almost like he’s the protagonist of his own show. He’s laughing at something on his phone, and oh my god- his smile. I take a small step towards him, wanting to get at least a single word in, but I guess the universe must hate us because all of a sudden, there she is. A short girl with big blue doe eyes and bouncy breasts. She leans in close, planting a small kiss on his cheek.
Stupid me.
The good guys are never gay.
And even if they are, they never fall for me.
