Is loving you acrime ?

All Rights Reserved ©

Summary

​"What happens when you realize your entire life is a scripted lie? ​Nineteen-year-old Amber Smith knows two things: she is a housemaid, and she must stay invisible. But Amber is living a life built on whispers and shadows, with no memory of who she truly is. When she enters the orbit of Asher Blackwood, the walls of her reality begin to crumble. ​Asher is a man of two faces: a cold billionaire who commands the boardroom by day, and a feared mafia kingpin who rules the underworld by night. He was supposed to protect her; instead, he's drowning in an irresistible, forbidden desire for her. In a world where every touch is a risk and every truth is a weapon, Asher and Amber must navigate a landscape of lethal secrets. They say love is a battlefield, but for them, it's a crime scene. When loving him is a crime ,Amber is ready to serve sentence-if the secrets dont kill her first. ​

Genre
Romance
Author
Lyn2002
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
37
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

Chapter CHAPTER 1


Some people are born into light, their paths paved with gold and certainty. Others, like me, are born into the grey—the space between a prayer and a plea.

My name is Amber Smith. I am seventeen years old, standing five-foot-four in a world that feels built for giants.

I’m not the girl who stops traffic; I’m the girl you pass in the hallway and forget five seconds later. I’m not invisible, but I am a blurred edge in a sharp world.

Growing up, my mother called me Tesoro. Treasure. To her, I was priceless. To the rest of the world, I was just another mouth to feed in a cramped apartment that always smelled of laundry detergent and struggle.

We were poor, yes, but we were equal in the eyes of God—or so she told me. Now, as I scrub the marble floors of the Blackwood mansion, I realize that while we might all be made in His image, some of those images are draped in silk while others are stained with bleach.

The world doesn't know my worth yet. Honestly? I’m still searching for it myself.

I have been a maid in this fortress for a year. People whisper when they see me—a girl my age carrying trays and folding linens.

They think it’s a tragedy. I think it was a miracle. Because a year ago, my world didn't just crack; it shattered into a million jagged pieces that I’m still trying to glue back together.

It happened while I was at college, dreaming of a future that felt just out of reach.

The phone call was a cold blade to the heart. My mother—the woman who had smiled at me over breakfast, the woman who worked three jobs and never complained of the exhaustion etching lines into her face—was gone.

The police called it a suicide.

I called it an impossibility. How could a woman so full of light choose the darkness?

I looked for notes, for clues, for some sign that I had missed the cracks in her smile. But she had been a master architect; she built a facade of happiness so strong that I never saw the hollow shell underneath.

She was tired. She was heavy with a burden she refused to let me carry. And so, she left this cruel world, leaving me in a silence so profound it felt like drowning.

I was alone. No aunts, no uncles, and a father whose name was a forbidden word in our house. For two days, I sat in our empty apartment, surrounded by caution tape and ghosts.

Then, Mary walked in.

I thought she was a debt collector. I thought she was a landlord coming to evict the girl with empty pockets.

But Mary was a fragment of a past I didn't know existed. She was my mother’s childhood friend, a woman from a shared village who had been pulled away by the gravity of a hard life, only to be pulled back by the news of a tragedy.

"She was my sister in every way that mattered," Mary told me, her voice thick with the dust of old memories.

Mary couldn't offer me a fortune, but she offered me a life. She worked for the Blackwoods—a family whose name is whispered in boardrooms and back alleys alike. To protect me, she didn't introduce me as the orphaned daughter of a dead friend. She introduced me as her own.

"You are my daughter now, Amber," she whispered before we entered those iron gates.

"Keep your head down. Work hard. And for God’s sake, stay away from the stairs when the family is home."

That is how I ended up here, receiving half a salary and a roof over my head, living a lie in the house of shadows.

The Blackwoods are not people; they are institutions. In my year here, I have seen the masters of the house—Mr. and Mrs. Blackwood—only twice.

They move through the halls like royalty, leaving a trail of expensive cologne and cold indifference in their wake.

Then, there are the children.

Dominic is a ghost, a blur of motion who treats the mansion like a hotel, never staying long enough to leave a footprint.

And Joy... her name is a cruel joke. Joy Blackwood is a walking storm wrapped in designer labels. She is a whirlwind of spoiled whims and unpredictable cruelty. She doesn't see the maids as people; we are just furniture that breathes.

I have learned to read the tilt of her chin, the sharpness of her sighs. One wrong move, one look that lasts a second too long, and she could ruin your life without blinking.

But it is the eldest who haunts the whispers of the kitchen staff.

Asher Blackwood.

I have lived here for three hundred and sixty-five days, and I have never seen his face.

He is the shadow in the library, the footsteps in the east wing at 3:00 AM, the man who shakes buildings with a single phone call. The other maids say he has two faces—one for the sunlight where he is the brilliant billionaire heir, and one for the dark world, where he is a king feared by men with blood on their hands.

They call him a mystery. They call him dangerous.

I try to stay in the light. I scrub the floors, I keep my secrets buried deep, and I pretend to be Mary’s daughter. I tell myself I am safe.

But tonight, as I was cleaning the silver in the dining hall, I felt it. The air in the room changed. The temperature dropped, and the hair on my arms stood up. I wasn't alone.

Someone was watching me from the shadows of the arched doorway. Someone whose presence felt like a heavy weight, ancient and cold.

I didn't turn around. I couldn't. My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird.

I told myself it was just the wind, or perhaps a trick of the dim golden light.

But then, I heard it. A low, gravelly vibration that sent a shiver straight down my spine.