I'm gonna die today

Again, I wake with a heavy heart,

It's never going to be alright,

I'm done with my inner battles,

Yes, I'm going to die today,

I want to say a loud goodbye to my family, but I can't,

I'm going to live my last day today,

My mom is preparing my favorite breakfast,

The brother who can't even share anything today shares an extra bite of his chocolate,

The daily coffee I drink feels extra sweet today,

Today I smell more like a flower garden than usual,

The dress that always looks tight suddenly fits me,

I look skinnier than usual,

I drew my wings perfectly today,

My skin suddenly glows like a star,

The neighbor who I rarely see smiled at me today,

The street dog that used to chase me now acts very kindly towards me,

The road I took has less traffic today,

The camera that always shows me ugly today shows me beautifully,

The stranger I smiled at smiled back at me,

The unknown child held my hand while I crossed the road,

The meal I ordered was delivered immediately,

The movie I randomly chose to watch had a happy ending,

Today I won't forget to switch on my charger,

Today my ice cream won't melt and go to waste,

The people who hate me suddenly don’t appear today,

The people who always bullied me forgot to bully me,

Today I'm only a little harsh on myself,

The sky looks extra clear,

The air feels extra fresh,

The world feels a little more peaceful,

Yeah, I'm going to die,

Yeah, I'm going to die one day,

But today, I just want to live a little more, just a little more.