๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐จ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ
๐riendship is such a beautiful word , isn't it?
But sometimes it becomes the saddest part of someone's life. It's not like that person will forget the beautiful memories spent with his/her friend but still the memories of getting separated and the time that person felt like he/she means nothing for other person always haunts.
This story basically revolves around a person whose whole world was his best friend. Without him , he feels like nothing. He was his person. He was the only one with whom he was comfortable. They met when Jungkook was 12 years old and Taehyung was 14 years old. Jungkook was a totally antisocial kid. He lived in a kindergarten. He was alone in this world. His parents died in an accident when he was just 5 years old , they were going on a trip and a horrible accident happened in which his parents died but he survived. That accident and his parents death was so painful for him. He stopped talking, he was always silent. He was such a cheerful kid but that accident changed his life and always haunted him. He was so scared of everyone . He had no friends, he had no person with whom he could share his worries and tell him that it hurts, it hurts to keep everything inside and suffer alone. He kept sitting for hours in the garden watching the kids playing and talking with each other, hoping that one day he would find someone who'll listen to him and would be his support.
Taehyung was a son of a businessmen. He was living a best and luxury life, had a lot of friends, lovely parents . He had everything one would wish for. Taehyung was indeed a lovely and cheerful child but he was rude and selfish too because he was never told if he was being wrong too. Taehyung was a brilliant student and he was the best basketball player of his school. He always wanted to be best in everything. He indeed had a lot of friends but most of them were with him due to his fame and money. He was never serious in relationships , he would just date girls for few days and then no contact like he never knew them.
Taehyung was walking swiftly and Jungkook was running behind him calling him loudly but he wasn't listening to him. Suddenly Jungkook slipped while running and fell on floor , that's when Taehyung stopped and look back. He looked towards Jungkook and suddenly laughed.
Taehyung: "Hahaha, Jungkook you can't even run properly, look you fell."
Jungkook was looking at Taehyung with hurt in his eyes. Tears were brimming in his eyes but the other person's heart had become rock for him. Maybe?
Jungkook: "Tae, I-"
Taehyung: "Ah Jungkook I'm seriously busy right now and I've to go . Get up and go back home. See you later, bye. "
Jungkook was looking at Taehyung who was going leaving him behind in that condition. Was it really that person who once couldn't even bear a single person in Jungkook's eyes and now he didn't even noticed how badly his foot was injured from a side. Jungkook was trying not to cry, he was making himself understand that Tae was busy and that's why he didn't notice, maybe he thought that I fell on purpose to make him stop.
Jungkook tried to get up but his foot was hurting badly. After trying hard he woke-up and went back to their dorm.
Yes, Taehyung and Jungkook lived in a dorm together.
He sat on his bed and slowly tears began to fall from his eyes. He was crying silently and remembering some words which his best friend (Taehyung) once said to him :
"Jungkook you'll be my best friend forever." "Jungkook I'll never let you cry or make you feel alone." "Jungkook I'll always be with you and be your support." "Jungkook don't be insecure, I'll never ignore you for anyone." "Jungkook you're my constant."
Jungkook began to cry out loud thinking about everything Taehyung said.
Jungkook (sobbing) : "Why Taehyung why? Why are you making me suffer this much? Why are you ignoring me ? What did I do? You said you'll never make me feel alone or make me feel like I don't matter for you and I've no one in this world. But no Tae you're also making me feel like shit now , you're making me realise that I really don't deserve any good. Why did you make me feel so special when at the end you had to make me suffer, WHY?"
He was saying all these things while holding Tae and his pics. He knew Tae won't even let him have a proper talk with him so he was talking and sharing his sufferings with his pics. Jungkook kept crying for hours and he slept like that. At 8 pm, Taehyung entered the room and he saw Jungkook was sleeping in an uncomfortable position. He shrugged his shoulders and was gonna enter washroom to take a bath and change his uniform but he turned back and came towards Jungkook. He made him lay down in a comfortable position and adjusted his comforter. He then noticed tear stains on Jungkook's face and frowned that why did Jungkook cried. He thought to ask Jungkook tomorrow about it.
He forgot that Jungkook fell down , he couldn't notice as always that how his acts and talks were hurting that poor soul. He never questioned his acts and always took it normally. As Taehyung gazed at Jungkook's peaceful face , a pang of guilt stirred within him. He couldn't shake off the feeling that something was missing and off. He couldn't stop feeling that Jungkook's tears were cause of some deep wound , something that was hurting him badly. But as , was his habit, he pushed those thoughts aside , thinking that Jungkook is crying due to some other reason or something insignificant.
Taehyung's eyes fell on the scattered photos and his previously given gifts surrounding Jungkook and his brow frowned in confusion. Why were these things spread out everywhere? He didn't remember Jungkook doing such things before. A faint sense of unease crept in his spine and he realized that he might have overlooked something important, something that was affecting Jungkook and hurting him so much that he cried.
With a quiet sigh, Taehyung turned away from Jungkook's bed and began to go to washroom to take a bath. As he stepped into the washroom, suddenly Jungkook's teary eyes came in his mind and he felt so uneasy. He was feeling that he was really missing something important. As the water dropped down his face , the tiredness of the entire day washed away but Taehyung's mind remained clouded and his mind was full of confusion and unasked questions. He couldn't stop himself from thinking about those teary eyes.