Prologue
The twilight had stabbed the sky and the crimson hues splashed all across the meadow. The moon was already ready to pop out and draw the world towards the night. At some shattered corners of the sky there were some dusts of glittering stars that were brightening the damaged. Ayushmaan looked so handsome as the crimson color splashed on his fair, glowing face. He smiled wildly with his grey eyes following the rhythm of his face. This feeling of happiness that overwhelmed me when I was with him was so powerful. I was intoxicated and I was addicted to him. I felt like to just keep looking at him all throughout my lifetime, rather also in afterlife. I just never wanted to be apart from him.
"The weather today is so cool but I am still feeling warm because I have you beside me", I expressed myself as I lunged closer to him. "And you know what? This is my favorite spot, because here it is just an open space, all greenery around us, the perfect picture of the sun setting in and the moon rising and you know the best is the cool breeze that hovers here carrying the scent of the flowers. This place is so mesmerizing".
He looked at me with the beautiful smile still pasted on his face, and without a word he just made his move and kissed me on my lip.
"You talk a lot Vardhamaan!! You know I lovveee you talking but this quite beautiful scenery just wants, me to make it more beautiful."Ayushmaan suggested with intimate passion which made me compelled to give in. I have always been a little reluctant because of the social stigma attached to it, but I have come to realize that I am quite strong when I am with him.
I nodded and he smiled back. He kissed me again, this time more vigorously and passionately. I could feel the chocolate aroma of his body and the vanilla in his breath, which we had eaten on our way to the meadow. He changed his position which made us to fall on the bed of grasses and he took the top position.
"You okay right?" Ayushmaan interrogated. I loved him because he was so mindful even during sex and asked me about my well-being. And I grinned and nodded.
He again kissed me and this time it was more aggressive but still a loving one. He hurriedly shook off his shirt and threw it aside. And he unhooked the belt and the pants, which he slid off as hurriedly as he had taken off his shirt, revealing his perfect physique, toned biceps, and abs, and all were due to the fact of being a sportsperson. I have always adored his choice of underwear as he was wearing a Spiderman one now. I couldn't stop laughing.
"What? You love it!!" Ayushman slammed with a grin. He always knew my liking. He kissed me again as I was still laughing, but I loved him this time. He was a caring, humorous, and passionate lover.
He unbuttoned my shirt and ran his bare hands all across my chest, my breasts, my naval, I could feel his cold hands navigating over my body. Then he unhooked my pants, which made me anxious. He saw the lines of anxiety on my face and he knew that this was still not the time. I wanted to have sex with him but my fears kept me still restrained. But luckily I had a boyfriend who was understanding and who promised to wait for the day when I would be completely comfortable.
"Hey!! Relax I am okay! Though I am turned on. I do understand beauty!! Don't feel guilty" Ayushman assured me.
" You are an angel", I pulled him for a deep and passionate kiss from my side."Okay if you are turned on, I can help you!! I can do that at least," I wanted to offer something in return.
"That is a very grand offer, but I will pass since I don't want my baby to do something like that. Oki. Let us just kiss and enjoy this moment", Ayushman was a blessing for me. He understood me more than myself.
These beautiful moments are hard to come because life is a twisted witch that can spin your life upside down at any moment. And as we were cherishing these small moments of life, unaware of the fact that this could be our last together.
