Prologue
January 30, 2025, 8:41 AM
“Dedicated to everyone who wonders if I'm writing about them. I am.”
Ayunda Damai
Trigger warning.
This book has mentions of:
Homophobia, Transphobia, Body Dysphoria, Talks of Attempting Murder, Violence, Sexual Assault, Self-harm, sexual harrasment, Attempted R, R, Oppressive Language, Eating Disorders, Physical Abuse, Blood and Gore, Substance Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Suicide Attempts, Grief, Suicide, Child Abuse, Talk of Abortion, Animal Death, Racism, Addiction, Hypersexuality, Hallucinations, and Animal Cruelty.
Definitely for a mature audience.
I'm not a professional at this; I know some to nothing about anxiety or depression. I'm a 15-year-old about to become a 16-year-old boy. I like re-using quotes that fit the situation; sometimes, I wonder if life's worth it. I love to read and learn about things like depression, anxiety, or autism. “Think of everything like this. I'm a normal girl with a normal life,” I would say, but honestly, I'm not even a girl; I’m a guy, and this world is the definition of hell. And my life? Well, that's what you're about to discover—at least from my perspective.
