Never thought I'd say

Hi I'm Ellie-

I grew up in a strict family every one thought of us as the perfect family who did no wrong. So of course I fell into those shoe steps the day I was born my parents where determined to make me perfect. They sent me to school then when I got home I got an advanced tutor then on the weekend I was sent to a week school. So as you can see I was that perfect little kid. Well until I wasn't when I got into high school I wasn't exactly a pleasure in fact I was quite the pain in the ass. I was what you would call a rebel I went from a angle to a party animal I was smoking pot on campus and drinking beer at the school party's. The only person who new the really me was my bestfriend James he was a good looking guy all the girls wanted him and he new it so he took advantage of it. I thank I am the only girl he hast slept with on campus so yah that's how bad it is. I'm not a virgin but I'm certainly not a slut. I have had a few hook ups hear and there but they all sucked to say the least. So yah anyways I guess I should describe my self I am a medium height I have long black wavy hair and dark brown eyes I have a full chest a considerably nice ass and I guess I am what guess considered hot with an attitude wait nope never mind I thank the name to describe my personality and style is bad bitch well that's what James says anyways. James has always been my bestfriend we grew up together we have never had feelings for each other more then friend well he hasn't I don't think because on my side its the total opposite sometimes I just want him to lay me down and fuck me senseless because well this man is probably in the dictionary under the category of hot as hell. So yah but besides physical attraction he has the best personality and he is defiantly a ladies man all the way around. He is a smooth talking son of a gun for sure and I love it but I would never let him see that it turns me on because in his eyes I hate it when he does pick up lines so he uses them on me just get a smile out of me and its funny I'm not gonna lie I thank I've got it bad for him and who knows maybe one day I will let him now but until them I guess I will just play it cool or well in my case play it hot.