Glow Stick

A glow stick has to break to glow

I just haven't found my glow yet I guess

I'm just broken, and full of loneliess

Life just doesn't feel like its happening anymore

My tears are dry and my angers raw

Like I've been worn down, right to the core

I'm tired if caring when I really don't

Like I'm trying to drown but I'm staying upfloat

I'm tired I life, but I don't want to die

I've just been broken so many times but I just need to survive

People have it of worse, I should know

I don't care though because I'm alone

Not lonely but on my own

Maybe I'm scared to let people in but I can't be blamed

It's my experience with others, all the brilliance they've claimed

Now no one will have the key to my heart

I've lost it myself, turned off the light and stared at the dark

I don't want to keep living like this, something has to change

I can't repeat the cycle every day

I'm sick of saying "I'm ok."

I'm sick of people believing it every day

Because they're emty words and I'm not ok.