Chapter 1
Okay, school isnβt that bad and stressful. At least thatβs what I try to tell myself every day, but what lay behind these gates always managed to prove me wrong.
Now, I should probably introduce myself if youβre going to stick around for a while.
My nameβs CJ β or Cara Jane β whichever you might want to call me. But Iβd prefer CJ. It sounds cooler, and besides, thatβs what my Dad likes to call me.
Iβm seventeen and in my last year in high school. Real work, right? But thatβs beside the point, youβll get to know more about me as we move on.
I took a deep breath while staring at the tall school gates that were open in front of me. Students were streaming in, and I probably looked weird just standing there.
For some reason, I was nervous.
Actually, scratch that.
I knew exactly why.
Zach Thomson.
You donβt know him, right? Well, heβs kind of a big deal around here.
Tall, freakishly handsome, and hot. He barely has to do anything to draw attention. Just walking down a hallway is enough to make people stare. Girls practically lose their minds over him. Not to mention heβs surprisingly great at Math β I can personally testify to that.
And then thereβs the fact that a lot of students are terrified of him. Including me.
Donβt judge us, though. The guy can be genuinely intimidating sometimes. Maybe itβs the way he carries himself or maybe itβs the permanent frown.
Now, the problem is that I may have had an encounter with him yesterday. For the first time. And it did not go well.
So hereβs what happened.
I was rushing to the supermarket to buy groceries my mom had specifically told me not to forget.
And naturally, I forgot.
If it werenβt for my little brother, Jayden, loudly complaining about being hungry, I probably wouldnβt have remembered at all. My mom wouldβve killed me if sheβd come home and discovered I hadnβt done what sheβd asked me to do.
So there I was, practically sprinting down the street when I turned a corner and slammed straight into something β or rather, someone. I realized I had bumped into someone riding a bicycle as the impact knocked me off my feet. I hit the ground with a painful thud and groaned.
βShit!β The frustrated voice made me look up at the rider. He sat on the pavement a few feet away, gripping his right wrist.
I let out a gasp when I saw who it was. I quickly adjusted my glasses.
No. No way.
βZ-Zach?β I blurted, and thatβs when his eyes lifted to meet mine.
Even through the strands of brown hair falling across his forehead, I could see the irritation written all over his face.
Panic immediately took over me. I scrambled to my feet and backed away. βIβm so sorry,β I rushed out. βIβm really, really sorry.β
And then I did what any rational person would do.
I ran.
βHey!β I heard his deep voice from behind me, but I didnβt stop. I didnβt even think about stopping.
Look, I know running away wasnβt exactly the mature thing to do. But in my defense, it was Zach Thomson. Who knew what wouldβve happened if Iβd stayed?
By the way, Iβm pretty sure I injured my knee.
I sighed and finally forced myself through the school gates.
Iβd managed to escape him once, but there was one important detail Iβd missed.
Zach attended this school.
Which meant the chances of running into him again were extremely high.
But he wouldnβt recognize me, right?
I mean, I wore glasses yesterday, and I never wore them at school. I used contact lenses instead. I was probably dressed like a complete nerd, too. And I wasnβt even in uniform.
So I was fine. Totally fine. Letβs not worry about Zach. Okay?
Oh, but why am I still so nervous?...
It was lunchtime, and I hadnβt seen Zach all morning. Lucky for me, we didnβt have any classes together. I took that as a good sign. My day had been going pretty well, so far.
I sat at my usual table in the cafeteria, alone, and unwrapped my sandwich. Hmm. Still the best.
Youβre probably wondering why I eat by myself.
I donβt really have friends. I talk to people here and there, but Iβm mostly on my own. Iβm an introverted scholar who worries too much about grades, and not a lot of people want to hang out with someone like that. I sometimes pull perfect scores on tests and examsβ¦ people probably think Iβm a freak. Iβve heard it before. So Iβve learned to enjoy the quiet β just me, in this huge cafeteria, while everyone else sticks to their groups.
I was halfway through a sip of my drink when a voice cut through the cafeteria noise behind me; βDude, where are you going?β
The next second, Zach was sitting across from me, frowning harder than usual.
Oh. My. God.
I was panicking, but I forced my face neutral and set my drink down.
Come on, CJ. Play it cool.
βDo you remember me?β he asked, brusque. His voice was deep, steadyβ¦ and I was fascinated by it for a second, probably because Iβd never actually talked to him before.
A few students had already started glancing our way. My stomach twisted. I wasnβt going to let him rattle me. βUm, yeah. Youβre Zach. Pretty much everyone knows who you are.β
He lifted his right hand to his face, and thatβs when I saw it β a bandage wrapped around his wrist and hand. Oh, jeez. Donβt tell me thatβs from yesterday. Iβm screwed.
βStill donβt remember what happened yesterday?β he pressed, annoyance edging his tone.
I swallowed, his hard stare still fixed on me. βI β I donβt know what youβre talking about,β I said, holding my ground.
Zach scoffed. By now the murmuring had spread. Everyone was watching us. βYouβre gonna deny it till the end, huh? Fine. But you can take my word on thisβ¦ youβre going to pay for it.β He held up his bandaged hand one more time, then stood up. I watched him storm off to his friendsβ table.
The stares didnβt let up. I bit my lower lip, nerves crawling up my spine at what heβd just said.
In that moment, I knew it. The low profile Iβd kept for years at this school was over.
Iβm ruined.










