Prologue
Guess what happens to a women when her love walks away from her?
Guess what happened to me when I saw my man fuck another?
I will forever be his. Only he will be my love and I’ll be his weapon. Watching. Always looking from the shadows in, to see the life I wanted. The life I begged for on my bloody knees.
While he walked away.He loves her. Chose her. Wants her. Fucks her! The other women won. Maybe becauseshe’s safe, soft, gorgeous, rich or gentle. Is that why he chose her? Was I too much? Was he lying to me or her?
These questions will forever circle in my mind never answered. Damian would not, even if I would get on my knees again and begged, so I wont ask. It enough. To love him. It has to be enough. How cruel is the life where your person wants someone else. How much can a heart take before giving out? Can you die from heartbreak. Once he told me that he wants me, that I’m his, that I’m safe and loved.
He lied.
He’s now kissing someone else, telling all the same words to her. his bride. While I cry in the shadows, remembering our days together, now he laughs with her. Holds her. Makes her feel safe. Leaving me behind yet again. “We will always be together” he said years ago. That man got me good. Cherished for the first time, feeling wanted by this gorgeous male, there was no chance for me. The beating organ in my chest aches watching them together.
I’ll be here for him. I will never leave him. And I won’t ever open my heart for someone. That heart that once beat for one man, that was stupid enough to get tricked, not beating anymore. Im numb. I feel nothing.
He knows I watch.
He knows I’m here.
Does she?
