loose ideas
It all starts with a thought, a loose idea floating in the air. i wonder how long it takes to reach my mind. "Hey get back here!" if i'm being honest my thoughts are all over the place like a tornado or I can say it feels like i'm stuck in a box of words. A lot of these words hurting me such as "i'm not good enough,". My box makes me feel like a bad person because when i let my words out I can hurt people. I get paranoid in this box of mine because all around me is overthinking and repressed hurt and rage. I have good words in my box too but the most that hit me is bad. i'm scared of opening up to people I don't want to hurt them but no matter how hard i try my box cracks when i get comfortable and i hurt the person i love. I wish my box was made of hard steel but its just a wooden cracked box full of my loose ideas.
