Chapter 1: In Silence, I Loved You
"Sometimes you have to be tough enough for your loved ones...
Tough enough to protect their peace, even when it shatters you inside.
I always wonder—why am I like this? "
This story isn’t just a story. It’s filled with real and raw emotions… Things I was never able to say out loud. A kind of love I could only imagine with you… But never say it to you. Not even once.
" I loved you from the depth of my heart. And I’m sure you’ll find another girl someday—maybe you already have."
Someone who’s everything I’m not. But you won’t find love like mine. The kind that stayed silent. The kind that sacrificed everything just to protect you from danger… Even if it meant losing you.
.You were only mine for 2.5 months… But you’ve lived in me for almost 8 years now. And still, no one knows. Because I chose silence. And in that silence, I buried the loudest kind of love.
You’ll never know how deeply I loved you— Not in my voice. But in the way I remember. In the way I write about you like you're still here. In the way your name still echoes in the spaces I don’t let anyone enter.
Maybe you were never meant to stay. Maybe you were just meant to be a chapter— One I never got to finish.
But now… I'm ready to write it. Even if it breaks me open again.
Because the night I met you… something in me never came back. ---
