Chapter 1
Kamaria P.O.V
"Aww come on kamaria do you really think he is the only guy in the world that you can date? Ugh you've been moping around like a damn sad puppy since" my sister artemis complained trying her best to move my wall of a body off the bed by either rocking me back and forth or pushing but seeing that I'm gonna lay there like a dead body she huff in annoyance and exit my room, slamming the door on her way out.
Since my three year break up with my boyfriend Maximus I haven't been my usual self since. I have only been eating my feelings, sleeping my feelings and sitting in the shower all the while water ran hot over my back to the point I gotten burns from it but due to my mental state of mind I don't really feel it as much as before. It's been four month now since I last spoken to him and surprise surprise he moved in with girl which I came to found out was his ex .
Yay!
I tried to move on after that but knowing myself all to well I called my sister and practically begged her to come stay with me and after two weeks of complaining she hopped on a plane to New York and ta da here we are. I closed my eyes and tried to not study those memories of us and the way things use to before I found myself crying again. Annoyed I rolled out my messy bed still in my onesie and walked out my bedroom to my spotless apartment to which my poor sister managed to take care of.
God bless her soul.
"Oh the sleeping bear is alive" she sarcastically imply.
"Hooray" my dead monotone voice only made the air more dense than before but never the less I walked towards my now clean kitchen and sat on my stool and face plant on the counter of the island in the kitchen.
"Damn girl I know you're dying but die upstairs I just cleaned here" she stated chuckling a bit to try and lighten the mood which kinda managed to make me smile.
"How do you put up with me artemis? I'm such a butt" I asked hugged her torso for dear life.
"Because I love you dummy and two I much rather be here with you than leave you alone cause I think by now you would of jumped off the roof" she stated causing us to have a small laugh amounts our self before she hugged me.
"Thank you so much ugh Lord knows what I would of done" I stated
"Yea only he would but you can't stay inside forever how about we go out Friday huh? You work from home anyway so why not" she asked only for my heart to immediately dropped.
I forgot I had a job!!!
I jumped out my seat and raced up to my room to my laptop that was just sitting there closed. Opening it and trying to start it up only to realize it was dead.
Holy shit I'm so fired.
I took out my charger and plugged it in before turning on my laptop and logging in only to see notifications piling in until I saw one that was dated yesterday. Hesitant I opened only to see that statement that surprising stated that I wasn't fired but I had caught up on everything.
"Umm artemis" I called only to have her breath out a sigh.
"You're luck I love you that much otherwise you would be sleeping in a hole" she stated setting a bowl of Chinese food to the side of me. I got up and just cling to her like a cat.
"I owe you." She chuckled.
"Well let's go out this Friday huh? This house is starting to get to me" she complained about my once disgusting room.
I wanted to complain against it but seeing all that she had done for me I couldn't turn her down this time, I mean she practically became me for a couple of months and for me to just ups and say 'no' yeah that will either kill me or eat me alive so I happily agreed. The spark of happiness in her eyes made my once dead heart actually feel a bit of relief and joy a bit even though I might reconsider but hey the things I do for love.
"Ok I'm gonna head out and do some errands really quick since you forgot what life is in the mean time clean up yourself" and with that she kissed me cheek and left my room once again leaving me still dumbfounded like a puppy.
Wow! I'm surprised she hadn't choke me yet.
Trying not to over think on the matter I went through all the emails to catch up myself, had a shower and came out like a new and improved human being. Smiling I stood in front the mirror my towel wrapped around my body and hair since it needed a deep clean and lemme tell you it wasn't pretty.
'its not the end of the world ok, Maximus isn't the only guy you need remember that.'
I gave myself a pep talk before changing and trying to go over all the emails that I missed and each encounter artemis went through and phone calls and I gotta say she really focus hard to make sure I didn't go broke. Nevertheless I pressed on until I got lost in my work that I checked my phone and realized it was 6:30.
Holy shit!
I shut down my laptop and practically spinned a bit in my room before taking another shower and organizing my outfit for tonight.
"Kamaria!! You alive up there?" Was artemis yelling out.
Damn when did she come back?
Pushing that aside I took out a few clothes and just threw them on my bed and scanned through my closet again for my shoe.
Ugh great one job kamaria you had one job.
