Ruining Sofia

Sofia smiled looking at a caterpillar in her plants. Leaving that stem she started cutting others. She was enjoying her leisure hour before she was required to make dinner for her husband. The thought of the dinner made her smile static for a moment but then she shook her head and started enjoying her time with her plants again.

At her back a luxurious house stood. There was nothing of this sort when she married the love of her life, Hector but now it was all she had. She had every luxury she could imagine but not her husband.

“Sofia!” Sofia instantly smiled recognizing the ever-cheerful Mrs. Bridget. She was a sixty-year-old neighbor who would barge in any time of the day fully knowing that Sofia would appreciate a company anytime.

“Hello Kate,” Sofia stood up instantly wanting Kate to taste her freshly baked cookies but finding Kate standing still at her place Sofia narrowed her eyes and told her. “Come inside,”

“Oh no honey, today I got no time. I have my grandkids coming today which means I can’t use this spa bath at organic steam. And, I couldn’t think of anyone...” Realizing the reason of her visit Sofia dropped her mouth all the while shaking her head.

“You don’t have to...”

“You can’t let it go to waste. Can you?...” Sofia opened her mouth to deny again but Kate was quick to add. “All the ladies in our community are regular here. You must go.” For a moment Sofia wonders if Kate knew what goes inside her house. Or her Hector was always very apparent in wanting for her to connect to the kind of people he was so trying to become a part of.

Sofia quickly recalled how a week ago her husband and she met Kate across the street and in only a brief meeting her husband was quick to ask Kate to help her network around the new neighborhood. Sofia understood her husband’s eagerness to become the part of the club where they had moved but such desperation was embarrassing. She wonders why Hector couldn’t let the time make connections. Sofia was convinced they will meet people who had values as theirs and they will eventually find people who have same interests. But deep inside she knew Hector only wanted successful people to be around them. He wouldn’t care how arrogant or difficult they are to stand.

“Thank you,” Sofia accepted the card. Looking at Kate walking out of her gate Sofia knew that Hector would be happier to learn how she accepted Kate's attempt to send her somewhere she could meet other rich wives than tasting her homemade dinner.

Those days when Hector would appreciate her cooking were long gone. They were young and madly in love. But now it feels like ages ago. Hector was racing against time. He wanted everything only several lifetimes could promise. Sofia walked back to pick her scissors and knew Hector didn’t even want to listen about her garden time. She looked at the card and smiled knowing he would be more interested about her experience at such a high-end place or about who she met.

Sofia started driving to the said destination. Hector had told her that in a week time he would arrange house help for her. So, she doesn’t have to do anything. Sofia felt nice to have all of it. But it felt unreal. She was a kindergarten teacher but all of a sudden Hector didn’t want her to be any of it. He wanted her to act like as if they had always been rich. Sofia had to accept that they were never below the poverty line. But this obsession about changing the lifestyle completely was something Sofia was still having time to process. Hector started with a car dealership and then had a few showrooms for luxurious sports cars back at their place. But in recent, he had shifted to California and started his business in such a high end commercial area.

Sofia loved everything in the start but now she feels lonelier than ever. She realized it for the first time when she talked about going back to teaching the small children and Hector threw a huge outburst in the response. And, it made Sofia wonder for the first time about not being able to do what she could have.

Sofia believed she had what it could take to walk beside Hector. It’s only that she still believed that spending ten thousand on a bag that she doesn’t even like was a madness. And, she couldn’t commit to it to only look like the part. She wanted to dress as she liked and as she wanted. But from her hair to eyebrows everything was changed because a stylist at a very expensive salon believed it would go with her.

Sofia smiled when she pulled up in the driveway of organic steam. She knew her husband would be happy that she tried to be the part. Sofia tried her best to mask her nervousness. For once, she wanted to do something nice for Hector. She knew it was worth it if it could make Hector see that she is trying too.

It was a Japanese style sauna bath and Sofia only learned it after coming here.

The staff offered her the rob. She changed and waited with other women for a minute or two only to be informed later on that she won’t be going with the other women because her card was high-end and she would be all alone in the private chamber.

“From here, your room is nine.”

Sofia was instantly down now. There was no point for Hector if she doesn’t connect and get to know someone important from her trip here. She walked mindlessly but then recalling how Hector had asked her to join for a party two days from now on she believed it would be great for her skin to glow.

Sofia picked her spirits again but then finding that she never looked for the room number she instantly looked up and it was nine. She opened the door only to see the room filled with steam.

She could notice the rectangular shaped bath. The water seemed red in color with all the lights inside the bath but steam only let her see little. Sofia coyly removed her rob and stepped inside the bath. She closed her eyes and rested her head against the head rest. Slowly, she removed her knees from her chest but the moment her feet touched something human she gasped.

“Is someone here...” Her words were cut off the moment she felt two strong hands pulling onto her thighs. She was dragged into that shallow water with her head down. She gasped but in the next moment she had her wrists caged in one hand while her neck was wrapped by a strong arm. She could feel a naked man behind her.

“Who sent you?” A roar drummed against her ear.

Sofia yelped in fear. She tried to move but it only made her body rub against that stranger. She could feel his phallus lined against her. “Ahh...” Sofia groaned in pain before she managed. “Please, somebody help,”

Sofia felt the hold against her neck loosen. The hand let her wrist go but now his both hands held Sofia’s shoulders before he turned her around. Sofia head came to rest on the head rest at his side. Her eyes had utter fear as she tried to pull away but there was nowhere to go with those strong hands pinning on her shoulders.

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