Ugh
What is going on?
Why can’t I be like everyone else?
I’m struggling to find my place in this world.
Where do I belong in this full world?
No one understands the pain one can go through.
The pain is unbearable.
I don’t belong in this world; I stick out like a sore thumb.
People don’t understand why I sit with people and don’t talk.
I’ll tell you!
I sit there cause I’m scared to talk.
Scared to be made fun of; Targeting me.
I’m scared people will point something out, and I’ll become self conscious.
I hate how I look how I talk, how I think, and how I walk.
I hate everything about me.
Why can’t I be like those other girls?
Beautiful and smart.
Can’t forget how people respect them.
They’re always respected as I am pushed around.
Those girls don’t have everything I know, but they are so beautiful.
I want random people to compliment me out of nowhere,
And make me feel special for once.
I’m tired of people noticing me in a bad way.
Someone look at me like I’m something special like I’m worth wild.
I just want to understand why people hate me so much.
What is wrong with me?
Am I just some nobody that won’t make it anywhere in life?
Trust me I probably wont knowing myself.
I’m a true lost cause.
No one will ever notice me.
No one will want to get to know my crazy personality.
I’m not worth anyone’s time, and I know that.
People make that well known.
What is wrong with me?
Why can’t I be like everyone else?
Why is everyone around me so perfect and then there is me?
I just want a chance for people to notice me for me.
