TREACHERY OF THE HEART

Y/n can't recall a successful relationship in her 26 years of life, and as far as she concerns, the time was running out, or that was what her family has made her believe throughout her teenage years.

MEMORIES OF HER FAMILY SUPPOSED ADVICE.

- if you don't get married before 30 you will never get married.

- it will be a waste of your beauty.

- you will be single for the rest of your life y/n.

Her mother's voice was engraved in her mind like she was standing besides her still telling her to hurry and find a man.

- like getting married is that easy...

Y/n growled, finally snapping out of the memories that had been hunting her every day for years now.

- I hate this, I don't need a man to feel accomplished or validate me.

- y/n, are you even listening to me, where the heck did you go?

Jungkook called from behind the curtain.

- what were you saying?

- I don't even know why I made you my manager, your mind is always in the clouds woman, is it a man?

Jungkook the famous korean pop star, her sister's mostly perfect boyfriend, the luck of some women.

Y/n's sister had met Jungkook at an after party while on tour, that was two years ago, he was in need of a manager since his former manager since he debuted, decided to retire, y/n had just graduated from college and needed a job, so he proposed the offer for her to take the job, y/n didn't think anything of it, until she began to look at Jungkook with other kind of eyes.

And this was her life now, being behind Jungkook every day managing his career while her sister enjoyed the rest of the perks.

She dreamed of how would it feel to be with him, to date him, to be under him on bed, to feel his body on hers.

- sorry Jungkook, I got a lot on my mind with the upcoming American tour.

- what about, is everything ok, do you need help? I can ask Neive to help you.

- I don't need her help...

She cut her sentence short, after realizing that she was beginning to sound bitter and angry.

- I mean, it's ok Jungkook, do not worry, because I got everything under control.

- ok then, just let me know and I'll ask Nieve, now let's get to business, how this outfit look?

- you should ask Neive that, she is the one obsessed with fashion, I don't know much about it, hence my outfit.

She pointed at her ripped jeans, band tee and converse.

- there is nothing wrong with your outfit, I wear stuff like that y/n.

- yes but not to perform...

- because you wont let me, I'm down with that kind of clothing, BCB...

- what does that mean?

- big, comfortable and black.

- you need to show a little skin to the fans, that's what sells.

- I feel sometimes that you whore me around.

- I do not, you always take your shirts off while performing, and you have been doing that even when I wasn't your manager, so why change now.

- change is always good y/n...

- maybe, but that kind of change with your career choice, I don't think it would go well for you, so...

- you sound like Neive...

He joked.

- well, she is my sister after all, so I guess that isn't a bad thing.

- still, I'm waiting for your input on the outfit managernim.

He said teasingly.

- it looks great baby, shows enough of your perfect body.

Neive's voice rumble in the room as she made her way to her boyfriend.

- thank goodness you are here.

Y/n said with relief.

- why, what's wrong?

- he needs input with the outfits for the tour, and I'm not qualified to tell him what's fashionable or what's not.

- you are right about that, your clothing choices are very questionable sis...

- Neive, please don't start, let her be, she is a grown adult, therefore she can dress however she desires.

- Jungkook just look at her, she looks like a boy going through puberty, you can't even tell that she got boobs with those clothes.

- I'm not going to stay here and talk about my boobs sis, I'll let you two be.

Y/n said walking out as fast as she could.

- Neive, that was so uncalled for.

- let's just stop worrying about my sister baby, let's just see about these outfits.

She said kissing his cheek, he rolled his eyes but nodded.

Y/n felt her heart deflate as she walked out of the room, most days she felt like she didn't deserve to be happy, to have anything nice in life for even looking at Jungkook in any way that wasn't friendship nor manager and celebrity relationship.

But let's not even talk about her stupid heart had decided to develop feelings for her sister's boyfriend.

- I'm just a piece of shit, that's what I am.

She lowered her eyes, not wanting anyone to notice that she was wearing her emotions on her sleeve.

- what am I going to do? I could always quit being his manager and disappear, but what am I going to tell my sister? I still love her, I might not be deserving of her love, but I do love her.

Her sorrows and guilt would not go away, most days she would stay away from Jungkook as much as she could, but she could not avoid seeing him whenever is was tour season, when she had to be with him most of the time, for obvious reasons.

- managernim, these are for Jungkook.

Eric, one of the staff members said handing her the tray.

- why don't you take it to him Eric? I just left from there.

- please y/n, there is still so much to do, could you take to him please? I have to go back to what I was doing.

- fine, give it...

She said snatching the tray.

- thank you managernim.

Eric vowed before taking off.

- (sigh) where is my luck...

She sighed turning back to Jungkook's dressing room, y/n knocked the door.

- come on in...

His deep voice spoke up, but nothing had prepared her for what her eyes witnessed when she open the door, Neive was on his lap riding him, his pants were down to his ankles.

- (loud gasp) what the hell is wrong with you, why did you tell me to come in when obviously you two are quite busy?

She wanted to throw the tray with the coffee and food on them.

- it's ok, we are amongst family sis...

- something is definitely wrong with you two.

Y/n covered her eyes before blindly looking for a place to sit the tray, when she finally managed, she turned around.

- (chuckle)

Jungkook laughed at her while his girlfriend had not missed a beat on her moves.

- (moans) right there baby...

- oh god...

Y/n sped up her steps, not realizing that she wasn't heading to the door but to the wall behind the door.

- fuck...

Her forehead hit the wall.

- y/n...

Jungkook tried to move to aid her but Neive would not budge.

- she is fine baby...

She said with a sultry voice.

- I am fine...

Y/n said before finally walking out of the room, after confronting her worst nightmare.

- my head...

She rubbed her forehead.

- I'm going to kill Eric, then I'll throw myself from the nearest roof, I'm scarred for life.

She thought.

- who am I kidding? I want to trade places with her, be the one moaning like that, ride him until his heart eyes roll back.

Y/n found a corner where to get over what just happened, she lost track of time after making her way to the roof where she sat just staring at nothing, enjoying the silence for a while, no one around to ask her for anything or to tell her that they need something from her, specially Jungkook...

Or so she thought.

- here you are y/n, I have been looking everywhere for you.

She didn't deviate her eyes from the amazing view to look at him.

- have you been looking for me too long, did you need anything?

- yes... no, I don't need anything.

He said standing beside her just staring forward the same way she was.

- I'm so sorry y/n....

He began to speak but she shook her head.