Mixed signal
Isnt what it is
Where its cold and hot
not feeling me and feeling me
The signals throws me on a loop
Where my romantic self is kinda scared
To embrace and show
As the grounded you is observed
And critical of everything
The fact that u hint leaving shows a major sign that
This may not work as the focus should
Be on other things beside forming something
Not scared as been asking but
Then what if the other is
As the forming is becoming more strong
With much in hopes of showing more
Of ya soft side
Never wanted to write person off
But the begging seems like im doing much
to gettin the mini vacation
Was a token of something that can happen
As the vibes remained high
But then the comment from while
Comes strong as the carrying on
I did with two has shown and tampered
What could happen as he probably
Dont see nothing more except just what it is now
But much less than i want and need
But then its shows that the heart goes
And time wasted to the tampered on something i build on side
Kinda felt like a slap in my face as
The heart on my sleeve is just
On caution as of the time being causee
Guys are weird as weird in the minds be else where
As the time being put isnt considered as
The understanding of messing around create bonds
With that being said
Why waste yours and mine time if you didnt see this moving forward
All jokes aside
I cant roll off my emotions especially when shared between two
This isnt right for me as this really push me to just love self
Move on gracefully
As that was written off type of notion
I did with devon once i heard what he did
And still cant get over it .
Keep him and others who dont understand my emotions or
How i feel about them as clueless for them
But me is very different
Reprograming has begun since leaving that
Vacation
Take all for gain of salt
And never look sight next time
Caution ya heart
Let ya mind speak up
Reprogram and come back even stronger
Never decline or sleep on ya worth as
Precious as it can be
Others may not see as so
So protect ya mind and heart
Ya soul and temple
As the body goes to that person
But that person doesnt have a clue of what
He wants as mixing the signals comes
After seeing the potential he has
But gets a reject like no is a fun term to use
With that being said
Time to just keep it pushing
And distance ya self
Unless asked otherwise
Cause all the asking and wall being met
Isnt good feeling and not happening no more
