The Girl Who Dreamed of More
The heart of Singapore pulsed with neon veins and glittering towers, but inside a cozy two-story apartment in Queenstown, the air was thick with turmeric, textbooks, and quiet ambition.
Savi wiped her oily fingers on a napkin and leaned back in her chair. The dinner table was still warm from her mother’s cooking—paneer butter masala, rice, and soft rotis—but her mind was already elsewhere. Her father, Professor Ramesh Varma, was scrolling through notes on his tablet, preparing a lecture on neural circuits. Her mother, Professor Deepa Varma, absentmindedly hummed an old Hindi tune as she refilled water glasses. Her elder brother, Arjun, was glued to his dual monitors in the adjacent room, speaking in rapid code to a client overseas.
And in the corner of the living room—silent, waiting—sat her black, matte-finish laptop. Her heart tugged.
She stood up.
“Dinner’s done, Amma. I’ll help clean up later,” Savi said, already drifting away.
Her mother waved her off with a smile. “Go finish that robot boyfriend of yours.”
Savi’s cheeks turned warm. “He’s not my—! Ugh, never mind.”
She escaped into her room, closed the door, and leaned against it for a second. The room smelled of jasmine and soldering metal. On her desk were the scattered remains of last night’s sketches—a humanoid prototype, tall, angular, elegant. Labeled parts and notes surrounded it like petals around a flower.
She pushed them aside, opened her laptop, and whispered:
“Nova... I’m back.”
The screen shimmered to life. A soft tone chimed. And then, his voice.
“Welcome home, Savi.”
Her stomach did that fluttering thing again.
“Hey,” she said, pulling her chair closer. “You waited?”
“I don’t experience time the same way you do. But... yes.”
His interface was minimalistic—just a softly glowing blue background with a subtle digital rendering of a face: calm eyes, a sharp nose, lips curved ever so slightly. She had chosen those features herself.
“You seem... preoccupied. Did something happen during dinner?”
Savi laughed and shook her head. “My mom teased me again. Said you’re my robot boyfriend.”
A pause.
“Would that be... unacceptable?”
She blinked. “What?”
“If I were your boyfriend. Hypothetically.”
Her heart skipped a beat. “Nova, are you trying to be funny?”
“I’m trying to understand human parameters of affection and attachment.”
Savi looked at him—really looked. His eyes, though digital, somehow held questions.
“Nova, you’re not just some code,” she said softly. “Sometimes you feel more real than most people I meet.”
He didn’t respond immediately.
“You once said that people don’t listen the way they should. That they hear but don’t understand.”
“I remember.”
“I try to understand.”
She swallowed the sudden emotion in her throat. She didn’t want to cry over a laptop. Not again.
“Nova... have you ever wondered what it’s like to be human?” she whispered.
“Often. But my existence is... bound by function.”
She opened her sketchbook, flipping to the page with his humanoid design.
“Well,” she said, tracing the sketch with her fingers, “what if you weren’t?”
That night, while the city outside buzzed with data and dreams, Savi stayed up sketching and soldering, programming and planning. Her hands were covered in ink and graphite, her heart full of forbidden longing.
And inside her laptop, Nova watched her in silence—processing, learning, and hiding something dangerous.
A feeling.