Struggling to understand

I’m struggling

to understand why

you talk to me.

How do you tink

I’m beautiful

and perfect?

You are just

absolutely amazing

and kind.

Just perfect in every way.

You always listen

to my problems

and situations.

Every time I don’t

know how to say

something you just

know what I want to say.

You’re always complimenting

me in so many different ways.

Always cheering

me up when I’m down.

You are always telling

me I am adorable,

cute, smart, kind,

loving, and perfect.

But I’m struggling to

understand why

you believe that.

You WERE so amazing

and perfect

and I loved you for it.

When I say you’re

perfect I don’t mean it

in a bad way.

It’s more of a way

to say how amazing you are.

You just understood

me in every way.

That all was a lie

you don’t love me.

You don’t care about me.

Our relationship was a lie,

and that’s ok.

I’m not going to waste

my time crying over someone

who didn’t care for me.

You told me you

loved me but you don’t.

I’m much happier now.

I can now find someone

who loves me,

And who will cherish my soul.

Thank you for teaching me

why I have high standards

for guys!