(2) Brutal Philosophy

(2) Brutal philosophy.

For a while in my life, under certain circumstances, I took to sleeping at my little wooden desk in the kitchen. Once I put my head on my arms and fell asleep. This was the time I had a dream that left the deepest and most vivid impression on me for the rest of my life. Yet it was very short and simple! But encoded within it was a powerful and detailed philosophy that was broken down in unoticeble fragments that I didn't even know were there! I remember especially feeling overwhelmed in awe, mystery and wonder.

Still to this day, I am speechless.

Here is the dream in question:

There was, to begin, a family knelt around a dug out grave in a cemetery with eyes closed and heads bent downwards.

No sound was audible except the gentle wind in the leaves and and a few bird chants. While the family was kneeling with their heads facing down to the grave, above them at about 10 feet in the air appeared out of nowhere and in complete silence something that resembled a big speech bubble.

In the middle, was a common cash register. The drawer was open will the way, empty, with nothing in it. Suddenly, In the air above the cash register, a Word was forming from mist and vapor.

It was very white and perfectly readable, it was a puffed up-looking rendition of the word “zero”. The word dissipated almost immediately. It meant "those who pray to god get nothing". But this breaks down further.

As an individual, if another, for no reason, out of no wrongdoing of mine to himself or no one, attempts at my likelihood, well-being or family in any way serious enough to compare to being nailed through the hand, if I let them grab my other hand, I’ll finish like Jesus on the cross, a mockery left to die as an example of what will happen to anyone who follows his teachings.IIff I turn the cheek, and forgive those who trespass, against me I Will not survive long. Defend yourself or you will become one of his useless lambs, one favored animal slaughtered for food and as sacrificial offerings.

You will let yourselves be killed without ever resisting if You will not think for yourselves! My possessions would be in the hands of those to whom I was so little worth, it became necessary to deliberately nail me. Since I don’t want to die and hate the arrogance of being judged fit to harm by the worst category of humans, my hand will not open to seal my life on someone’s cross.

It will be to clutch the only item I need on my belt. It must be kept near to never doubt or delay its use: the proper hammer!

In such a situation! you understand, to nail such a presumptuous violator through each square centimeter of his body isn’t sufficient. Nothing that could allow him to come back with his friends is good, that’s why the most important nail should be driven right through the head, to end quickly and effectively such an attempt Then

Then I’ll have something to give my family, it being honorable to dispossess such filth who chose contrary to their right to dispossess me. The hammer is all I use for that one nail. It’s all I keep on my belt to never forget nor hesitate in the least to use it.

If you live in fear of taking a very drastic and irreversible decision, such as suicide or murder, it might take the form of reasoning that by waiting and putting off any retaliatory mesure, time will either arrange the situation or bring about an unforeseen outcome as a possible way out.

If your life or the consequences cannot be risked, which they rarely can, it's understandable. Fortunately, there is another option.You

You must listen to yourself and do accordingly, refusing to grant the people involved any leverage or consideration.The

The best thing to do is to act according to what they deserve. If such a decision wasn't warranted, you wouldn't be in this state. You would not feel the anguish that you do towards them. Your inner feelings do not lie.The

The hurt you feel, the embarrassment and the letdown are real. If they weren't, you wouldn't feel this way. Instead of simply leaving or somehow letting them win, go out of your way, and seize the opportunity to retaliate before them making sure your deeds will be significantly more destructive than theirs.

Decide not to care and live the freedom of your actions in whatever way you can. Do not let fear of retaliation or consequences cause you to back down. Let only the hatred and anger at the idea of turning the cheek and do nothing because you may have nothing left except to ponder but defeat and collapseLifeLife is too short to be blindsided by those who do.

This is the brutal philosophy. I respect and thank anyone who’s brutal enough to keep out of my likelihood, well-being or family in the sense common to brothers of blood or not.

Self-sacrifice is carillon feed on wood. Don’t benefit scavengers.

Stay brutal.