Moments and Memories

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As everyone wanted to read fanfiction on Prashiv, I will try to write some of the scenes I imagined!

I am not a pro at writing, but I will try my best! 🌷

Hope you will enjoy reading it! 🤍✨

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After the fight between Raunak and Shivansh at Prashiv's reception,

Prarthna was upset and mad about whatever had happened!

She was sitting on a chair in front of the mirror, removing her bangles and staring at particularly nothing!

Just then she heard the door creak open!

Shivansh was there standing. She just looked in the direction of the door and she knew it was Shivansh,

So she looked away, staring at the mirror, aggressively taking off her jewellery!

Just then Shivansh entered the room.

The bruises on his head were still fresh!

His kurta had blood on the shoulder.

Shivansh scanned the room and there she was, sitting there, taking off the jewellery.

Something about her silence was unsettling; she didn’t even look in his direction once.

Shivansh: Yeh ladki itni shaant kyun hai!? Na koi reaction, na koi baat, na koi opinion! Strange!

And he closed the door while looking in her direction, slightly hoping for a reaction, a little something—anger was also fine at this point!

And she did stop for a moment... and again went on with her work! She didn’t even flinch.

Shivansh: Kya ladki hai yaar, abhi bhi koi reaction nahi, jaise ki main to hoon hi nahi yahan! That I am invisible to her!

Ajj neeche jo kuch bhi hua, usse pareshan hai kya!? Poochun!? Nahi main kyun poochun!?

And he went to take his towel, still looking for a response or just a reaction.

Nothing came literally nothing! 😛

And it somehow frustrated him even more! So he closed the closet a little harshly to make a noise.

SILENCE. NO REACTION.

Then he went behind her, looking at the mirror just to see her face so he could have a little idea of what was going on in her head but it was unreadable. And he went to freshen up.

Just when he entered the shower, she looked up as if she was waiting for him to leave.

She looked at herself in the mirror.

She was having flashbacks of her wedding day and the fight between Shivansh and Raunak, tears forming in her eyes as she looked at herself in the mirror.

And then a single tear dropped from her eye.

Prarthna (in her mind): Hey Shrinath ji! Yeh aapne kaisi leela rachi hai!? Ek pal mein sab kuch badal gaya ,sab kuch!

While she let out a quiet sob...

Prarthna (in her mind): Par mujhe to yeh samajh nahi aa raha... main in sab mein meri kya galti thi!?

Now the tears rolled down her cheeks.

In sab mein meri zindagi!? Meri khushi!? Meri marzi ka kya!? Main to kisi ke liye maayne hi nahi rakhti jaise!

Logon ke haath ki katputli ban ke reh gayi hoon bas! Koi bhi aata hai aur meri zindagi ke faisle leke chala jaata hai!

Kyun, Shrinath ji!? Kyun!? And she looked at the sky above with tears rolling down her cheeks.

And looked at herself in the mirror

And wiped her tears.

Lekin ab nahi! Ab bas, bas bohot ho gaya. Main apni zindagi se kisi ko bhi kisi ko bhi khelne nahi dungi!

Main apni zindagi ke faisle khud loongi. Ab jo bhi hoga meri zindagi mein, woh meri marzi se hoga!!!

And just then Shivansh opened the door of the bathroom.

And Prarthna heard the sound of the door opening.

So, without looking back, she just stood up, went to the closet to get her clothes, did that, and went straight to the bathroom

Without looking at him once.

Shivansh (while brushing his hair): UNBELIEVABLE!!! This girl, I swear.

Mujhe to yeh bhi nahi pata iske dimaag mein kya chal raha hai!?

Uska face!? It was unreadable!

Kya woh gussa hai!? Pareshan hai?? Dard mein hai!??

Kuch to bole! Bina bole koi insaan kaise samajh sakta hai kya hua!?

Ab main kaise punchu use!??

Let me try!

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO JUST ASK WHAT HAPPENED!??

Shivansh, you can do this! (While literally walking from one side to the other of the room.)

Kuch soch, kuch soch! Kya kar raha hai!? (While caressing his hair.)

And then she opened the door!!!

And he froze , he was facing the other side of the room.

Shivansh: Yeh aa bhi gayi!? Don’t look nervous, Shivansh! You have to look confident! You can do this! Just turn around and ask what happened! Right—so easy!

And he took a deep breath and turned around.

His lips parted to say something, but words didn’t come out.

She was drying her hair with a towel, wearing a light blue colored simple top and white palazzo and her mangalsutra.

Shivansh was lost in her! He looked at her like he had seen magic. He was scanning her from head to toe!!

Shivansh (in his mind): She looks like... good, ummm no... great... I mean, I don’t know what I’m thinking.

And unknowingly, a soft smile appeared on his face.

Meanwhile, Prarthna noticed the smile on his face and she just came closer and clapped right before his face!

And he just came out of his dreamland.

And she asked: "Kya hua?" (With deadpan.) "Aise mujhe dekh ke hass kyun rahe the!?"

And he went speechless!

Shivansh: Main...? Main kahan hass raha tha!? Main to bas soch raha tha ki tum...??

She cut him off mid-sentence.

With a little louder voice

Prarthna: "Kya!? Kya soch rahe the!?" (Straight looking into his eyes.)

Shivansh: "Main woh... main woh..."

Prarthna: "Haan kya!?"

Shivansh: "Main woh keh raha tha ki... pooch raha tha ki... paani theek aa raha hai na bathroom mein!?"

DROP DEAD SILENCE

She was angry and a little surprised on her face: "Kya!? Tumhe yeh poochhna tha!?"

Shivansh (without looking at her): "Haan woh bas..."

And she again cut him off

Louder this time

She: "Haan theek aa raha hai!"

Shivansh (in his mind): Kya tha yeh!? Aisa kaun poochhta hai!? Gadha kahika! (While slightly hitting his head.)

Prarthna (in her mind): Kya ho gaya hai ise!? Aur kya aadmi hai, by God! Aisa kaun poochhta hai ki bathroom mein paani aa raha hai ya nahi!?

Aur woh bhi 3 din baad! Hey Shrinath ji, aapne jo kiya so kiya, lekin yeh kis pagal aadmi ke saath baandh diya mujhe! Aap hi shakti dena ab!

Shivansh: "Kuch... kuch kaha tumne?" (Slightly leaning forward.)

Prarthna: (DEADPAN) "NAHI."

Shivansh (slightly taken aback):

In his mind: Wohi to takleef hai! Tu kuch kehti kyun nahi! Kuch to bolo!

And he stood in front of the mirror.

He was wearing a sleeveless grey t-shirt and cargo pants.

He was just scratching the wounds on his head and shoulder.

Shivansh: Kaafi lagi hai... (Slightly looking at the mirror again, as Prarthna was just behind him folding clothes.)

NOT A GLANCE UP.

Shivansh: Yeh behri hai yaa sirf meri baatein use sunai nahi deti!? Ignore kar rahi hai kya!? Par kyun!? Agar aisa hai to main bhi baat nahi karunga , dekhta hoon kaun pehle bolta hai!!!

And he took out the ointment from the drawer.

He just applied it on his head and flinched.

Tried again... but he winced in pain.

Shivansh: Sssiiiiii..... damn!

And she stopped, dropped the clothes she was folding and looked at him.

And she noticed that he was really in pain and was unable to apply the ointment without flinching.

She went towards him and stood beside him—

Now both looking at each other, but through the mirror.

Prarthna: "Lao, mujhe do, main laga deti hoon."

Shivansh: "Nahi, main laga loonga, chhoti si chot hai bas."

And now she looked straight in his eyes.

And he froze, unable to process her sudden interaction or care.

She: "Maine kaha, mujhe do, main kar deti hoon! Lao!" (While extending her hand.)

Shivansh hesitated, but when he looked at her—so determined, yet distant—he couldn’t resist.

So he handed over the ointment to her.

Prarthna: "Baitho."

And he sat on the chair like an obedient child.

His eyes never leaving her.

As she came close to apply it on his shoulder—

He forgot to breathe as she came closer.

Shivansh: Yeh kya ho raha hai!? Yeh sach mein ho raha hai kya!? Yeh kaisi ajeeb si rahat hai!?

And Prarthna just casually sat on the table, her leg slightly touching his and it sent shivers down his spine.

Shivansh: Ahh... woh...

Prarthna: "Chup! Idhar aao!" (As he was out of her hand’s reach and she was sitting on a table.)

So he leaned forward just a little.

Prarthna then applied the ointment on his head wound.

This time he slightly flinched, eyes closed , his grip tighten on the handle of the chair!

And she was taken aback , just to look at him. He was in pain!

Prarthna (in her mind): Ek davai to khud se lagayi nahi jaati! Aaye the bade Superman banne!

Neeche to aise lad rahe the jaise janmon janmon se yahi karte aa rahe ho! Aur ab dekho kaise bheegi billi ki tarah aankhen band karke baithe hain!

Shivansh: Again tumne kuch Kaja kah?!

Prarthna while resuming applying oientment : NAHI , apko kya aawaze sunai deti hai kya while slightly panicking

Ho gaya!!!

Shivansh : Thank You !

Prarthna stays quite

Shivansh : and Sorry , mujhe ese niche sab ke saamne hatha paai nahi karni chahiye thi!

Prarthna without looking at him :

Voice slightly breaking : chalo , kahin pe to aapko apki galati ka ehsaas hua!

Now , while looking at him : verna meine to umeed bhi chod di thi ke aapko kabhi ye ehsaas bhi hoga ki aapne meri zindagi ke saath kya sulook kiya hai! Aap kitna bhi sorry bol lein leking uski bharpai kabhi nahi ho sakti

And she leaves

Shivansh while almost crying : meine tumhe jane anjane bahaut chot pahaunchayi hai prarthna !

I know tum mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karogi , or shayad mein bhi apne aap ko kabhi maaf nahi kar paaunga

And both slept in the different corner of his house !

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