Chapter 1
"i dont know how to write i never learned how to write"
Levana said with a pen in her hands and a note book in front of the table she sat on her head ached as it pound.
Staring at the notebook she think thinking 5 minutes felt like 50 and 10 like 100 finally she picked up the pen pressing it against the paper as she blicked and blocked
"what the bloody hell would i even write about....feelings? Thats corny...career? But i dont even know what i want to be myself"
With a sigh she throw the whole book and pen on the ground getting up from the chair and slumping into her bed as she burried her head into her soft pillows hair thrown all over the pillow as her hands went over her head intertwining,the rings she wore making small clacking sounds as they hit each other every second she moved her body
Staring up levana sigh again feeling like it was the 50th time that week,her teacher gave her homework to write on a book,a story,a drama it could be everything they desired it to be but for some reason her head didn't want to work with her heart nor her hands
Getting up her head still ached like a bitch her hair fell from the clipped up bun she placed it into hair going into levanas mouth as it dangled down on
"We have till a week if i dont get it finished,im doomed"
she whispered to herself almost throwing herself into the softness of her pillows again
Checking her phone it said it was already around four pm in the afternoon having nothing to do she slump back into the privacy and comforts of her own blankets,a pillow on its side horizontal another vertical as her blanket was throw over her body messy,one of her feet being left uncovered being already overstimulated from the work,classes and job she got,leavana kicked her feet making the blanket fly up and curl making it even more messy..
Her hands flew to the phone on the table beside her that was messy,her whole room was messy,making notes to clean it after if she had motivation left she cheek her phone for advents and other stuff going inside cliptalk she yawned for a moment as she stared at a guys profile clicking on it she stalked his page for a while before she clicked off being tired enough and unmotivated enough to go to sleep as she went back into the coveres closing her eyes.
