Chapter 1
I was a little one ,until you bring me to you....I was unaware of my self but made it to you , I was just thinking of you and i ~I was unaware of that feeling of you.. Unaware of the feeling~ i was in thought that you loved me , want to see me , i was unaware of what was happening but loved the feeling of the new feel. I felt ...I felt that you had work , didn't have time was busy ,until the truth i was unaware .. It was that feeling ~ you never loved me never cared for me never even thought of me . I asked you but lied at my face when you knew i wasn't aware~ but still used me because you knew i was unaware of truth didn't wanted me to go away but didn't loved me ..... That's when i found , that's when I got that i was unaware of feelings of myself . I got happy when you gave me flowers , gave me attention ( it was fake) , i was wrong to be happy ,to be honest I was just unaware unable to get to myself , i was speechless , worthless , i needed your kindness , i was lonely , was hopless ,i needed attention ...... I was happy to know that you loved me but it was fake you gave me flowers but took my scent , gave me diamond and took my shine , you gave me love took my soul away i was left alone and I was still waiting for you to come , love me , i thought you want me ...... You gave me wings but they were wings of devil in you and then you were gone far away , you left me alone keeping me unaware of the feelings of myself , you left me waiting for you but now , now i know the truth ...... I won't fall for you , won't wait for you and now i am aware of the feelings of me........
The End?
