Letters to no one

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Summary

Sometimes it's not about wanting to die. It's about not knowing how to live. Jemmy wakes up in a hospital room with a purple wall, a disappointed mother, and too much silence. This is not a story of recovery. This is a story of honesty, scars, and the slow return to herself.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
1
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

The room

Sometimes it's hard to heal,

but I guess the hard part about healing

is the acceptance of existence.


Accepting that in that hard moment,

you exist.


You are there.



"Jemmy, hello?"


Voices echo into my ears—familiar voices.


"Doctor! Her fingers just moved!" she says, relieved.


I hear rushy footsteps approaching the left side of my bed.


I try to open my eyes,

but I can't.


I use force,

but my eyelids are heavy,

and I feel weak,

so I don't force

nor try again.


"Jemmy, please open your eyes. Try for me. Try for mummy,"

my mum sobs,

as I hear voices fading away.


"Ma'am, I'm going to need you to leave the room,"

the man insists.


The last thing I hear

is footsteps dissolving beside me.