Chapter 1 Cracks Beneath the Ice
The rink was empty, save for the echo of the Zamboni making its final pass.
Ann Nguyen stood by the plexiglass, arms crossed against the bite of the cold. The sharp scent of ice, steel, and memories stung more than the winter air ever could. Outside, snow drifted slowly under gray skies. Inside, everything felt suspended — as if time had stopped when the skates did.
She hadn’t stood this close to a rink in years.
Her ankle throbbed faintly, like a ghost of what used to be. It always did when she was near ice. The scar was old — healed in the medical sense — but there were other kinds of damage that never quite disappeared. Torn ligaments. Torn dreams. Torn pride.
She blinked once and turned away.
This wasn’t her stage anymore.
The rehabilitation center had the sterile scent of alcohol wipes and clean floors, punctuated occasionally by the deep, distant thump of a medicine ball or the rhythmic beeping of a treadmill monitor. It was a place for rebuilding — joints, muscles, hope. In theory.
In practice, it was filled with athletes who carried more than physical injuries. And that was why she was here.
She glanced down at her ID badge: Dr. Ann Nguyen – Trauma Therapist.
Funny. A dancer-turned-doctor. Some people might call it poetic. She called it survival.
Her session room was simple — no frills, no clutter. Just two chairs, a small window, and a bookshelf that leaned more toward psychology than inspiration. She didn’t believe in posters with eagles or mountain quotes. Real healing didn’t come from clichés.
There was a knock at the door. She looked up, expecting a nurse or maybe a clipboard to sign.
Instead, he walked in.
Kane Minh.
He was taller than she remembered from the old game broadcasts — though maybe it was the weight loss that made him look stretched. His black hoodie was pulled tight around his frame, hands shoved into his pockets like he was trying to disappear inside them. He didn’t look at her.
Ann didn’t speak immediately. She’d learned early in her training: silence was a tool.
He sat heavily in the chair across from hers, eyes fixed on a corner of the room where there was absolutely nothing.
“Kane Minh?” she said softly.
He gave a short nod. “Just Kane.”
“I’m Dr. Nguyen. You can call me Ann, if you’d like.”
No reply.
She studied him briefly. Athletic frame, yes, but tense. Shoulders high. Jaw locked. His file had used clinical terms: post-traumatic stress, disassociation, refusal of return-to-play clearance.
But no document could describe the look in his eyes.
They weren’t just tired. They were… gone.
“You don’t have to say anything today,” she offered. “We can just sit. No pressure.”
Still nothing.
He stared past her, jaw tight. She could feel the resentment radiating off him like steam from melting ice.
“You’re not the first to sit in that chair,” she continued, her voice gentle. “And you won’t be the first who thinks therapy is a waste of time.”
His lips twitched — barely — into something that might have been amusement, or bitterness. “Is that supposed to comfort me?”
“No,” she said. “It’s just the truth.”
They sat in silence. One minute. Three. Ten.
Ann didn’t move. She didn’t fidget or reach for her notebook. This was the test. Not for her — for him.
At minute sixteen, he spoke.
“My brother died on the ice.”
She didn’t flinch.
“It was during a game. Exhibition match. Nothing important. I should’ve noticed he wasn’t breathing right. Should’ve—” He stopped himself.
His voice was like gravel — rough and dry and sharp.
“I was the captain. He looked up to me.”
Ann let the silence hold, just long enough to honor it.
“I’m sorry,” she said finally. “That kind of loss… changes everything.”
Kane exhaled, long and slow. “People say that, but they don’t know what the hell it means.”
“I do,” she said.
His eyes flicked to her, for the first time — gray, piercing. “Oh yeah?”
“I used to be a dancer. Ballet. Competitive. Ice performances, winter circuits. The whole thing.” She paused. “Until one night, during a showcase, my ankle snapped mid-lift. The partner dropped me. I hit the ice so hard I blacked out.”
He didn’t say anything, but something in his posture shifted — the barest tilt of curiosity.
“They told me I’d walk again,” she said, “but I’d never dance professionally. That kind of dream dies loud. Like something breaking inside you.”
They sat for a moment, both suspended in the shared weight of what they’d lost.
Then Kane stood abruptly. “That’s enough.”
Ann nodded once, calmly. “Of course.”
He opened the door but paused just before leaving.
“You ever dream about it?” he asked, not turning around.
Ann’s voice was quiet. “Every night.”
The door clicked shut.
She let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. Then she finally reached for her pen and wrote one thing at the top of the blank page:
The ice cracked.