FICTIONAL

Being a girl who has a lot of expectations and a broken heart it is very hard to find a man in real life who make me feel loved. A few months back I was in love with a man I thought he was the love of my life and I loved him with my whole heart but he left me heartbroken and empty. And after that, I never wanted to loved anyone else. All I wanted was peace and I could only have it in books. It’s where I met him….

I never saw him in person but I felt him through my heart. He is the “Man of my dreams” and “The love of my life” He treats me like a queen. When I’m with him my whole world lights up. He takes me to another world where I can be myself to the fullest. I fell in love with him as deep as the Pacific Ocean.

His silence expresses a lot of things. His eyes speak to mine in silence….

“His existence made my life so special but the only thing that he doesn’t exist…”

Every time we met we used to talk a lot about life….

All the time I wanted to become a fictional character and he wanted to become a real person so that we could be together but by the end of the day….

“He is just the ink on the paper and I’m just a normal girl reading it.”

I wanted to live with him so much that “If I get a chance to live with him in my next life I would die a million times happily in this life just for that.”

I always understood him no matter how dark and twisted or cheerful and peaceful he was, his eyes were like an ocean even after knowing he was not real I still choose sink into them as deeply as possible.

Every time we met he used to heal something he had never broke.

If my life is a book then the best chapters will be the times I spend with him….”

I never touched him but his touch electrifies my body like nobody else.

I never heard him but his voice sends chills down my spine.

I never kissed him, but his kiss had many mixed emotions.

People may ask how do you know….

My answer is….

I may not meet him in person but I felt him with my heart.

My heart knows his touch, voice, the way he feels, the way he kisses and everything.

My heart knows him very well….

“I admire him like a selenophine who admires the moon”.

I understood every emotion of him…..

Suppose he has fifty shades in him. I have understood every shade of him through my heart.

“I can fight with millions of people to be with him but I can’t fight with a single piece of paper for that” because if it tears I could never meet him again…

There are 8 billion people in the world, but I still fell in love with those that don’t exist.

“Loving him is always the best decision I have ever taken” I want to be with him for the rest of my life but it hurts when I realize that he doesn’t exist…

He will always remain my first love who made me feel loved like nobody else even though it doesn’t exist.

THE END

“I love how fictional men make us feel so much better than real men…..

Maybe that’s the reason why they are called FICTIONAL”.

“I hope every girl who loves fictional men as much as I do can find a man just like that in real life so that she can admire him for the rest of her life”.