Purest Hate

I hate you, i just cant bring myself to say it, every single time I reflect on the memories about my joy, i see you. I still think about you, because i have no other choice, what you’ve done left me down bad, I just cant take it any longer, i hate you. I hate myself even more for caring this much, a part of me wants you back, the old you before everything, before we hugged, before we touched, before you cheated on me, but thats not possible because if it were to be then I wouldn’t stop until my humanity was gone, i hate me, i hate myself, i only hate me, i hate the person i am. I hate me