CHAPTER ONE: INK-STANEND BEGINNINGS
The alarm buzzed at 6:00 AM, shrill and cruel.
Hikaru Aizawa didn’t flinch. She had already been awake for an hour—lying still, watching the ceiling, her heart beating in quiet little thuds like footsteps down a long hallway.
Her room was still half in boxes.
New town.
New school.
New uniform folded on the chair like a costume she wasn’t sure fit right.
She slid out of bed and padded over to her desk, where her journal sat like a secret.
Leather-bound, worn at the edges.
The one thing she unpacked first.
She opened it to a blank page.
Not to write.
Just to stare.
There was a comfort in the lines.
In knowing this was hers.
Unfiltered. Unread. Untouched.
Not for long.
Downstairs, her mom called out cheerily, “You’ll be late for your first day, Hika-chan!”
Too cheerful. Too normal.
Hikaru pulled on the stiff Tsukihana High uniform—a navy blazer with a silver emblem, a pleated skirt, knee socks that felt like armor. She tied her dark hair into a low ponytail, slipping a pencil behind her ear out of habit.
Before she left her room, she reached for the journal again.
Then stopped.
No.
Not today.
She couldn’t risk losing it.
She slid it into the drawer of her desk, hidden under some old sketchbooks. She closed it softly. Like tucking a sleeping secret into bed.
Outside, the world smelled like rain and spring.
The cherry blossoms were just beginning to bloom, pale pink petals clinging to the air like they were too shy to fall.
As she walked to school, she imagined all the things that could go wrong:
Forgetting someone’s name.
Getting lost in the halls.
Being labeled “the weird new girl.”
But not once did she imagine betrayal.
Not once did she think the people who smiled at her first…
Would be the ones to rip her open.
The walk to school felt longer than it should’ve.
Each step tapped gently on the pavement, soft soles against cold stone. She passed vending machines humming faintly, closed shutters on quiet corner shops, and the old man who always swept the sidewalk in front of the bakery—even though it never looked dirty.
He gave her a polite nod.
She nodded back, barely.
A gust of wind caught the hem of her skirt.
Petals fluttered past her face like pale butterflies.
Everything looked so nice.
Too nice.
Like a dream right before the fall.
Up ahead, the towering gates of Tsukihana High peeked through the trees—silver, sleek, and way too shiny for comfort. A school so perfect it felt fake, like someone photoshopped reality.
She paused at the crosswalk.
On the other side, a group of students stood laughing. Matching uniforms. Matching hair clips.
Perfect posture. Perfect smiles.
She adjusted her bag strap and looked down. Her shoelace was untied.
Great start.
She crouched to fix it when a shadow moved beside her.
“Need help?”
A voice. Soft, low.
She glanced up and nearly lost her balance.
A boy stood there, hands in his pockets, his hair a little messy, dark bangs brushing over sleepy eyes.
Ren Hayashi.
She didn’t know him yet. But oh—she would.
“No,” she mumbled quickly, finishing the knot.
He didn’t say anything else.
Just stood there until the light changed.
Then walked ahead, not looking back.
Weird.
But not rude.
She followed him through the gates. The school was buzzing now—students filing in, voices overlapping, backpacks swinging, bike wheels spinning. But it all felt distant. Like she was watching it from underwater.
Until she heard her name.
“Hikaru Aizawa?”
She turned.
Two girls approached her, smiling like they’d known her forever.
“Hi!” the taller one chirped. Glossy black hair, perfect bangs, glittery phone case clutched in one hand. “You’re the transfer, right? I’m Mio. This is Sae!”
The second girl gave a small wave, barely lifting her hand. Her gaze lingered on Hikaru’s face a second too long.
“We’re in the same class,” Mio beamed. “Come on, we’ll walk you up!”
Too friendly.
Too fast.
Too perfect.
But Hikaru smiled. Just a little.
Because this was her first day.
And it was nice… to not be alone.
Even if later, she’d wish she was.
Homeroom was on the third floor.
The hallway smelled like floor wax and cherry blossom-scented perfume. Light streamed in through huge windows, golden and soft—like the school was trying way too hard to pretend it was a dream.
Hikaru followed Mio and Sae down the corridor.
She could feel other students glancing at her.
New girl radar: fully activated.
“This is Class 1-B!” Mio chirped, sliding open the door like she owned it. “You’re gonna love our teacher. He’s super chill. But don’t fall asleep—he notices everything.”
Sae snorted. “He once made a guy do jumping jacks for snoring.”
The classroom was already buzzing with students—some chatting at desks, others scrolling through their phones, two boys in the back throwing paper at each other.
And at the window, head propped on one hand, was Ren Hayashi. Again.
He wasn’t looking at her.
But he wasn’t not looking at her either.
“Sit here!” Mio pointed to an empty desk near the middle. Center of the room. Just enough attention to be noticed, but not enough to be weird. Of course.
Hikaru sat, quietly adjusting her bag, eyes flicking around.
To her left, a girl in red glasses was sketching cats in her notebook.
To her right, Sae had already pulled out lip gloss.
And in front of her—was the loudest boy in the room.
“Yuto Kanzaki,” he said, spinning around in his chair with a grin. “Resident class clown and also, apparently, your new best friend.”
Mio rolled her eyes. “Don’t scare her off, idiot.”
“I’m not scary,” he said with a wink. “I’m adorable.”
Hikaru didn’t answer. She stared at her desk, tracing the wood grain with her finger. It was warm in here. Too many voices. Too many eyes.
Then the bell rang.
And in came their teacher—Mr. Nakamura, with coffee in one hand and a stack of papers in the other.
“Alright, kids,” he said in that I’m-so-tired-but-I-still-care tone. “We’ve got a new student today.”
Oh no.
“All of you, behave for once. Aizawa-san? Please introduce yourself.”
Hikaru stood.
Thirty faces turned to look at her.
Even Ren looked up now.
“I’m… Hikaru Aizawa,” she said quietly. “I transferred here from Niigata. I like art.”
Silence.
Then a soft “aww” from someone in the back.
Mr. Nakamura clapped his hands once. “Great. Welcome to the jungle. Everyone, be nice. No weird pranks, Kanzaki.”
“I make no promises!” Yuto grinned.
She sat down. Her face felt hot.
Mio leaned over, whispering, “You did fine. Seriously. You’re, like… cool quiet. Mysterious. I like that.”
Sae nodded. “Yeah. I bet people are already obsessed with you.”
That word made her stomach twist.
“Obsessed.”
She didn’t want attention.
She wanted peace.
But something told her—
Peace wasn’t what Tsukihana High had in store.
Mr. Nakamura started passing out papers, muttering about seat charts and monthly group projects and “how we’re not calling this a pop quiz if I warned you yesterday.”
Hikaru barely heard a word.
She was still trying to remember how to breathe.
Yuto turned around again. “Don’t worry, the first quiz is always fake. He just wants to see who’ll panic. You passed. Kinda.”
He gave her a thumbs-up like this was some kind of video game.
She blinked at him. “…Thanks?”
He gasped. “Oh my god, a response. She speaks!”
“Shut up, Kanzaki,” someone behind them groaned. “You’re embarrassing yourself.”
“Every day,” he agreed proudly, turning back around with a little peace sign.
Hikaru let out a tiny laugh. Blink-and-you’ll-miss-it small.
But Mio caught it. “See? You’re already adjusting.”
Sae smirked. “Give it a week and you’ll be the queen of 1-B.”
She shook her head. “That’s not the goal.”
But the butterflies in her chest weren’t from fear anymore. Not exactly.
She opened her notebook—just to pretend she was busy.
That’s when she noticed it.
Tucked in between the pages.
A folded square of pale pink paper.
She hadn’t put it there.
She was sure of it.
She glanced around. No one was looking. Everyone was focused on the quiz or pretending to be.
Heart beating fast, she slid it open under the desk.
One sentence.
“Be careful who you trust.”
No name. No handwriting she recognized. Just five words, neat and soft like a whisper.
She stared at it.
What the hell…?
Before she could think too hard, a voice spoke beside her.
“Something wrong?” Ren Hayashi.
Looking right at her now.
Up close, he had this annoyingly perfect kind of calm.
Messy dark hair, quiet eyes. The type that looked like they knew things they weren’t supposed to.
She quickly folded the paper again. “No. Just… daydreaming.”
He nodded slowly. “Daydreaming’s dangerous here.”
And then, without another word, he turned back to the window.