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#1: Ruthlesshero - 2025.04.21 #1: passionatedesire - 2025.07.08 The image of her clinging to that toy car-my fucking toy car-is burned in my mind like the fire I set to Mom's belongings. I touch my chest. There's a dull ache there. A love like hers is a slow death for a man like me. No poison could do it better. Still... I didn't burn her boxes. I could have. I wanted to. But I didn't. Because somewhere-deep inside-I'm afraid. Afraid that if I destroy those last bits of my old self... there will be nothing left of me for her to love. And for the first time in years-I'm not sure I'm okay with that. I close my eyes. No. No, Rudraksh. You don't get to feel. You don't get to soften. You don't let her win. You are not that Rudrakh anymore. Not the Rudra she kept alive in that room. You're the one who burns. And yet... I can't bring myself to burn her.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
42
Rating
5.0 1 review
Age Rating
18+

PROLOGUE

โ€œDrive slow, Sunita-for Godโ€™s sake, weโ€™re on a forest road, not a racetrack!โ€ The winding path is swallowed by ancient trees, their gnarled branches clawing at the sky like skeletal fingers. This stretch of road is notorious-whispered about in hushed tones, a graveyard of reckless speed and bad decisions. But Sunita? She drives like the devil himself is chasing her, her laughter wild and untamed, her grip on the wheel both careless and confident.๏ปฟ

Sekharโ€™s knuckles whiten against the leather seat.โ€œFor Godโ€™s sake, woman, Iโ€™ve survived gunfights and backstabbing bastards, but I didnโ€™t sign up to die because my wife has a death wish!โ€His voice is a mix of exasperation and reluctant amusement-because damn it,he loves this madness in her.

Sunitaโ€™s grin is pure mischief, her eyes alight with adrenaline.โ€œOh, relax, Mr. Big Bad Mafia. Donโ€™t underestimate the power of a new driiiii-โ€

The car lurches violently as she takes the sharp left turn too fast, tires screeching in protest. For a heart-stopping second, the world tilts-metal groans, gravity rebels-but then, somehow, she controls the drift like she was born doing it.

โ€œSee? I did it!โ€She crows, triumphant, her laughter ringing through the car like reckless music.

Sekhar should scold her. He should take the wheel. But instead, his lips twitch, his chest swelling with something dangerously close to pride. This woman. Sheโ€™s chaos and fire, and heโ€™s helpless against her.

But then she accelerates again, the BMW roaring like a beast unleashed. His amusement fades.โ€œHey-hey, easy now, love,โ€he warns, his voice dropping into that low, commanding tone that usually makes her pause.โ€œWeโ€™ve got Rudraksh waiting at home. That little monster still needs his parents in one piece.โ€

Sunitaโ€™s laughter softens, her foot easing off the gas-until her playful smirk freezes. Her breath hitches. โ€Se... Sekhar-โ€ Her voice is suddenly small, fragile.โ€œThe brake isnโ€™t working.โ€

The words hang in the air like a death sentence.

Sekharโ€™s blood turns to ice. His mind races, scanning options, but the road ahead is a serpentโ€™s coil, and their speed is a death wish.โ€œSunita,โ€he says, voice steel wrapped in calm,โ€œjust control the wheel. Aim for a tree. Hit it straight-weโ€™ll survive.โ€

Her fingers tremble on the leather, her usual bravado crumbling. But before she can react-

Headlights.

Blinding. Brutal.

A car materializes out of nowhere, a ghost in the night.

Time fractures.

Metal screams. Glass shatters. The world spins in a dizzying carousel of destruction-their BMW fishtails, the other vehicle flipping like a discarded toy before vanishing into the abyss of the forest.

And then-impact.

Their car slams into a tree with a sickening crunch, the force rattling bones, stealing breath.

Silence.

Blood trickles down Shekharโ€™s temple like a crimson tear, painting stark contrast against his ashen skin. His vision swims, the world tilting in nauseating waves, but his first thought is her. Always her.

"You alright?" His voice is rough gravel, the words tasting like copper.

Sunita nods, her hands trembling as they flutter over his wounds-those delicate fingers now painted in his blood. She moves mechanically, the shock still clinging to her like a second skin, but her body acts on instinct. The car door groans as she wrenches it open, the metallic scream echoing through the silent forest.

Cool earth meets his back as she lowers him gently, her sareeโ€™s pallu already unraveling-white silk turning scarlet as she presses it to his head.โ€œHold this,โ€she murmurs, her voice fraying at the edges.

The BMW hisses behind them, its dying breath a plume of smoke curling into the twilight. Shekhar fishes his cracked phone from his pocket, the screen splintered like his patience.โ€œCall Rana,โ€he growls, thrusting it at her.โ€œTell him to bring the fucking cavalry.โ€

Sunita obeys, her fingers slipping on blood-smeared glass. The moment the call connects, she shoves the phone back into his hand and turns away-toward the wreckage, toward the fire.

โ€œWhere the hell do you think youโ€™re going?โ€ Shekhar barks, but she doesnโ€™t stop.

โ€œThere was another car, Shekhar,โ€she throws over her shoulder, her voice steel wrapped in velvet.โ€œPeople could be-โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t be ridiculous!โ€ His roar is half pain, half fury.โ€œIโ€™m a mafia kingpin bleeding in the dirt, and you want to play Good Samaritan? If someone sees you-โ€

โ€œ-Iโ€™ll live with it,โ€ she snaps, and then sheโ€™s gone, swallowed by the shadows.

The fire greets her like a demonโ€™s maw-hungry, unforgiving. The other car lies twisted, its belly ripped open, flames licking at the corpses still strapped inside. The stench of burning flesh claws at her throat, but itโ€™s the silence that guts her. No screams. No last prayers. Just the crackle of annihilation.

Her knees hit the dirt.โ€œGod...โ€

Then-movement.

A flicker of pink amidst the carnage. A tiny form curled in the grass like a discarded doll. Sunitaโ€™s heart stutters. No. No, no, no-

The girl is impossibly small, her frilly dress smeared with soot, one shoe missing. Sunita gathers her into shaking arms, her breath coming in ragged gasps. Alive. Sheโ€™s alive.

Back at the makeshift camp, Shekharโ€™s men swarm like hornets-guns drawn, voices sharp. But when Sunita staggers into the light, the child limp in her arms, even the hardest among them freeze.

โ€œBhaiya-โ€one thug starts, but the words die as doctors rush forward, prying the girl from Sunitaโ€™s bloodstained embrace.

Shekharโ€™s gaze locks onto hers. The fury in his eyes flickers, then drowns in something far worse-understanding.

Sunita doesnโ€™t realize sheโ€™s crying until the first sob tears free.โ€œThey burned,โ€ she chokes.โ€œAll of them. I couldnโ€™t-I didnโ€™t even see their faces-โ€

And then his arms are around her, crushing her to his chest. His heartbeat is a ragged drum against her ear, his breath warm in her hair.โ€œShhh,โ€he murmurs, his voice softer than sheโ€™s ever heard it.โ€œNot your fault, jhalli. Not your fault.โ€

But the weight of the childโ€™s body still lingers in her arms, and the fire still paints the night in hellish hues. Some sins, no amount of absolution can wash away.

The engine of the getaway car purrs like a restless beast, its headlights cutting through the gathering dusk. Shekharโ€™s men shift uneasily, their eyes darting toward the distant wail of approaching sirens.

โ€œSir, we need to move-now,โ€ one urges, fingers twitching near his holster. โ€œPolice will be crawling here any minute.โ€

Shekhar nods sharply, but when he turns to Sunita, sheโ€™s already shaking her head, her arms crossed like steel bars. โ€œIโ€™m not leaving her here alone,โ€ she declares, her voice the quiet kind of dangerous that makes even hardened men step back.

A muscle ticks in Shekharโ€™s jaw. โ€œDonโ€™t be stubborn, baby,โ€he growls, stepping closer. The scent of blood and smoke clings to them both.โ€œWe donโ€™t know who she is. Or worse-whose daughter she is. The authorities will handle it. We have a flight to catch. Rudra is waiting.โ€

Sunita doesnโ€™t blink. โ€œShe just lost everything because of me. I wonโ€™t let her lose her future too.โ€ Her gaze could cut glass. โ€œSheโ€™s coming with us. End of discussion.โ€

For a heartbeat, the world holds its breath.

Then Shekhar exhales, running a hand through his hair-streaked with ash and dried blood. โ€œFine,โ€he grits out. โ€œBut she gets treated first. We go back to France, settle things, then return for her. Understood?โ€

Sunitaโ€™s shoulders relax the barest fraction. She knows this man-knows his word is law, even when it bends for her.โ€œUnderstood.โ€

โ”โ”โ”โ”โŠฑโ‹†โŠฐโ”โ”โ”โ”

The flight is a blur of exhaustion and restless thoughts. Sunita stares out the window, but all she sees is that tiny figure in the grass, one shoe missing, her pink dress smeared with tragedy.

Their mansion in France looms like a gilded cage. The moment they step inside, Rudraksh barrels into them-all 15 years of lanky limbs and inherited stubbornness.

โ€œMom! Dad!โ€ His voice cracks mid-shout. โ€œWhat the hell happened? Are you okay? How could you be so reckless, Mom? Dad was in the car!โ€

Sunitaโ€™s lips quirk despite herself. โ€œOh? Only Dad?โ€

Shekhar smirks, ruffling their sonโ€™s already messy hair.โ€œCareful, beta. Your motherโ€™s driving has character.โ€

Rudraksh scowls. *โ€œCharacter? She almost killed you both!โ€œ*

*โ€œAlmost doesnโ€™t count,โ€œ* Sunita retorts, but her smile fades too quickly. The ghost of that little girl clings to her, a shadow even the French sun canโ€™t chase away.

โ”€โ”€โ”€ โ‹†โ‹…โ˜†โ‹…โ‹† โ”€โ”€โ”€

Weeks later, over glasses of whiskey that do nothing to dull the tension, Shekhar finally breaks.

โ€œWe canโ€™t adopt her,โ€he says bluntly. โ€œIf Rudra and she donโ€™t... mesh, what then? Sheโ€™ll be discarded in this world. And our world isnโ€™t kind to strays.โ€

Sunitaโ€™s nails dig into her palms. โ€œIโ€™m not talking adoption. She stays with me.โ€

Shekhar stills. โ€œ Explain.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re taking over the Asian syndicate. Itโ€™s safer for her in India-away from the crossfire. Iโ€™ll raise her there.โ€

โ€œAnd Rudra?โ€ Shekharโ€™s voice is dangerously soft. *โ€œHeโ€™s 15 , not 50. He still needs his mother.โ€œ*

โ€œAnd sheโ€™s six,โ€Sunita fires back. โ€œShe needs a guardian more. Or have you forgotten? This is my fault.โ€

The silence that follows is thick enough to choke on.

Then Shekhar does something unexpected-he laughs. A rough, hollow sound. โ€œWhat about me, jhalli? How am I supposed to live without you?โ€

Sunita reaches for his hand, her fingers threading through his.โ€œYouโ€™ll visit. As often as you want. But Shekhar-โ€ Her grip tightens. โ€œNo one can know the truth. Not Rudraksh, not your men. We tell them sheโ€™s from an orphanage. Her past stays buried. For her safety. For my peace.โ€

Shekhar stares at their joined hands. When he speaks again, his voice is raw.โ€œIโ€™ve never stopped you. I wonโ€™t start now.โ€

Then heโ€™s gone, the door clicking shut behind him-leaving Sunita alone with the weight of a decision that might just split her world in two.ใ€๏ปฟ๏ผก๏ฝ•๏ฝ”๏ฝˆ๏ฝ๏ฝ’๏ผ‡๏ฝ“ใ€€๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ–๏ผšใ€‘


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Her desperation the shameless roll of her hips against his mouth, the broken, filthy pleas spilling from her swollen lips snaps the final thread of Rudrakshโ€™s restraint. One last brutal suck on her clit, one last ruthless curl of his fingers inside her velvet heat, and he hurls her over the edge.


Vaniaโ€™s back bows off the bed like a drawn bowstring, a raw, shattered scream tearing from her throat as her walls clamp down on his fingers in rhythmic, milking spasms. Wave after wave of blinding ecstasy crashes through her, her release flooding his tongue, coating his chin, dripping down his jaw in a glistening testament to how completely he owns her right now.


He drinks her down like a man dying of thirst, gentling his licks only when the last tremor fades from her thighs. Soft, reverent kisses pepper her trembling inner skin, her mound, the curve where thigh meets hipโ€”tiny apologies for the devastation he just wrought. Only when sheโ€™s boneless and gasping does he slide his fingers free, bringing them to his lips. He locks eyes with her, dark, feral, triumphant and licks them clean with deliberate slowness, tongue curling around every trace of her sweetness. A wicked, wolfish grin splits his face. Mine. Every drop.


Vania watches him through heavy-lidded eyes, chest heaving, and something hot and possessive flares in her own gaze because even wrecked, she knows she just ruined the ruinous Rudraksh Martin.


He rises over her like a storm god, shedding the rest of his clothes with impatient yanks. Belt, trousers, briefs gone. His cock springs free, thick and flushed angry red, a bead of pre-come already pearling at the tip. The sight steals what little air she has left. He is beautiful in the most terrifying way: fair skin stretched over carved muscle, scars telling stories she hasnโ€™t earned yet, and that relentless length jutting toward her like it already knows the way home.


He settles between her thighs again, nudging her soaked entrance with the blunt, velvet head. For one suspended heartbeat they simply breathe two predators recognizing the moment the hunt ends and the feast begins. Then, with a roll of his hips that feels like fate slamming shut, he drives into her in one deep, claiming thrust.


Vaniaโ€™s world fractures.


A sharp cry rips from her as her virgin barrier gives way, pain and pleasure colliding in a white-hot burst. He is everywhere stretching her, filling her, branding every inch of untouched territory with ruthless possession. Her walls flutter in shock, then clutch him greedily, trying to keep him buried to the hilt. Rudraksh groans like a dying man granted salvation, forehead dropping to hers, sweat-slick skin sliding together.


He stills barely letting her adjust, letting the sting melt into something darker, hungrier. The knowledge slams into him again: first. Only. Forever. A growl rumbles from his chest, pure caveman triumph.


Then he moves.


He grips her hips hard enough to leave tomorrowโ€™s bruises, marks she will wear like medals and sets a punishing rhythm from the first stroke. Each thrust slams home, the thick head of his cock dragging over that secret spot inside her until stars explode behind her eyes. The room fills with the filthy symphony of their bodies: wet slaps of sweat-slick skin, the creak of the bed protesting beneath them, her broken sobs, his guttural curses.


One calloused hand snakes between them, finding her swollen clit, rubbing tight, merciless circles that match the brutal pace of his hips. Vaniaโ€™s nails rake down his back, carving half-moon crescents into fair skin, anchoring herself as the pleasure coils tighter, higher, unbearable.


She spreads wider, legs falling open in shameless surrender, heels digging into the mattress and the sight nearly undoes him. Rudrakshโ€™s control frays to threads.


He crashes his mouth to hers, swallowing her cries, tasting himself on her tongue as he pounds deeper, harder, chasing the edge together. When he tears away, itโ€™s only to snarl against her ear, voice shredded raw:


โ€œCome for me, Vania. Right fucking now. Milk my cock, let me feel you break.โ€


The command shatters her.


Another sharp sting as he bottoms out again, her hymen fully torn, a thin rivulet of blood mixing with their combined slickness and then the coil snaps. Vania comes apart with a scream that could shatter glass, her walls spasming violently around him, pulling him impossibly deeper. The added slickness her release, his pre-come, the faint copper of her innocence turns every thrust into pure, filthy perfection.


Rudraksh follows her over with a guttural roar, slamming home one last time and holding hips flush to hers, cock buried to the root as he erupts. Pulse after thick pulse of heat floods her, painting her spasming channel, marking her from the inside out. It feels endless, sacred, cataclysmic.


He collapses over her, one hand fisted tight in her hair, the other splayed across the small of her back, pressing her impossibly close. Their hearts thunder in tandem, sweat cooling, breaths mingling. In the wreckage of the storm, there is no thought only the raw, animal certainty that they have crossed a line there is no returning from.


And in the trembling aftermath, with his seed still pulsing inside her and her blood on his cock. She is his now. Utterly. Irrevocably.


Her fingers stay tangled in his sweat-damp hair, the other hand drawing slow, soothing circles across the scarred expanse of his back, as if she can erase every bullet wound, every knife scar, every ghost that still clings to his skin. He is still buried inside her, thick and pulsing faintly with the aftershocks, their bodies locked in the most intimate aftermath two people can share. The room smells of sex and sweat and something softer something dangerously close to peace.


Rudraksh lets his eyes fall shut for one selfish second and simply feels. The lazy drag of her nails across his scalp, the gentle weight of her palm between his shoulder blades, the wet heat of her still fluttering around him, itโ€™s heaven and hell in the same breath. A man who has never been touched with kindness in years is suddenly drowning in it, and the panic rises like bile.


He lifts his head slowly, reluctantly, and meets her gaze.


Big mistake.


Vania looks at him like he hung the moon and then personally bled for every star in the sky. Her brown eyes are glassy with spent tears and something far more lethalโ€”love, raw and unguarded. It punches the air from his lungs. For the first time in years, Rudraksh Martin the man who makes empires kneel feels small.


His voice comes out gravel and smoke. โ€œVaniaโ€ฆ weโ€”โ€


She doesnโ€™t let him finish. She kisses the sharp line of his cheekbone, the center of his forehead, the clenched hinge of his jaw โ€”tiny, reverent presses of her lips that brand him deeper than any bullet ever could. Each one whispers the same silent vow: I see you. All of you. And Iโ€™m still here.


Something inside his chest cracks wide open.




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