Secret garden!

I am sitting on the grass watching the water flow

Watching the sunshine glow, watching the birds sing on my side,

Watching the fear go away with the wind as it blows

I am not wearing black anymore, actually I am not wearing anything anymore,

I am not wearing the love and hate that i got, I am not wearing the shame and feelings that I caught

I am not wearing anything anymore,

My hair is long hiding my back

My head is resting on my knees as my mind escapes,

The sun on my face and the warm water over my feet,

Makes me wanna go more deep,

I just want to sit like this and look at the sun glitter,

And for that particular moment i thought what if i weren't here,

And then as soon as i opened my eyes,

Here I was wearing black again and the love and the hate,

I want to escape again to the secret garden that I made.

~ suhana