Memory Fails My Head Hurts
As I scour deeper into the database of these faded memories
Someone is missing/hissing
Not Being able to tell who it is has left/abandoned me here so confused
I know something has been erased
This binding towards you feels like we're fused
Things deleted and wiped/swiped but I know I’ve seen you and that beautiful distorted face before
So why does it feel like there’s something amiss? My thoughts race and even with this irregular pace,
It’s all blurry
I can’t help to wonder wherefore there’s no trace
Why does my head feel empty when i try to reminisce
Was there something I’ve done? Was/Wasn’t/is/isn't there supposed to be an us?
Stop looking at me like that it’s tortuous
My head heating and vibrating from all this searching that has my brain feeling like it’s overly cooking
Who are you? Why does my skull feel like it’s crying?
You look so hot my eyes are frying
This barrier weakened and you're not even trying
What even is a firewall you have my brain feeling like it is scorching anyway
