Chapter 1
Jungkook: Yes, whenever any girl proposed to me, it was always you who said things like the girl is nice, she loves you, accept her. And when I didn’t agree, you would bombard me with questions like Jungkook, why don’t you want to date? Don’t you like any girl? Do you love someone else? What’s the real reason? And the way you used to stare at me with those suspicious eyes, I was scared that maybe you’d find out about my feelings. I was afraid, yn, that I might lose you because of it.
And all the girls I’ve dated till now, every single one of them either loved me for my money or for my looks. I never accepted any proposal from an innocent girl, because I never wanted to be the reason someone’s heart broke. Have you ever noticed, out of all the girls I dated, not one of them ever contacted me after the breakup? Or cried for me? No, right? They were seen with someone else the very next day.
And you tell me honestly—seeing how obsessed I am with you, would any girl who truly loves me ever date me?
Yn: And what about Maria? She loved you, right?
(Jungkook gave a small smile while answering.)
Jungkook: Why are you so innocent? Haven’t you seen her real face yet?
Yn: What do you mean?
Jungkook: She never really loved me. She only loved the name Jeon Jungkook — the owner of Jeon Company. And I knew this from the very beginning. She tried a lot to push you away from me, but all her efforts failed.
Yn: (even more shocked) She wasn’t like that. She seemed like a mature girl. She never had any problem with our friendship.
Jungkook: Oh my innocent love, that’s exactly what was missing in her acting, and that’s how I figured out her true face.
You tell me, if you love a guy, and that guy loves his girl best friend more than you, and he spends more time and attention with her — won’t that hurt you?
No girl or guy would ever accept their boyfriend or girlfriend loving their friend more than them.
Normal friendship is okay, people can accept that — but not a bond like ours.
She was just pretending, only to stay close to me.
Yn: If you already knew all of this, then why did you stay with her for so long? (Angrily)
Jungkook: Because staying with her helped me hide my true feelings from you.
Yn: It didn’t seem like that… it felt like you were really into her. (Says tauntingly, with anger)
(Hearing this, Jungkook looked at her — a little surprised, but also smiling softly.)
Jungkook: Is my baby getting jealous? (Teasingly)
(But Jungkook had no idea that Yn’s next move would not only surprise him, but freeze him completely in shock.)
(Hearing Jungkook’s teasing question, Yn grabbed his collar and pulled him close, kissing his lips.
But this wasn’t just a normal kiss — in her anger and jealousy, Yn bit his lips hard with her teeth.
It was rough enough that blood started coming out from Jungkook’s lips.
Seeing that, Yn quickly pulled back in shock.
Guilt took over her face and her eyes filled with tears as she said:)
Yn: am__ am __ sorry Jungkook __ I didn’t mean __ to do that __ it’s just __ I __ I was __
(Jungkook’s lips were bleeding, and seeing that, Yn completely panicked. Tears were streaming from her eyes as she gently wiped the blood off his lips with her fingers.
And Jungkook? That crazy boy had no sense of pain at all.
Seeing Yn jealous made it clear to him that she had feelings for him too.
And her sudden move had just proven it.
Jungkook couldn’t take his eyes off her.
He was just staring at Yn with eyes full of love,
like no matter how long he looked at her, it would never be enough.
Suddenly, he tightly held the same hand with which Yn was cleaning the blood from his lips,
and looking deep into her eyes, he said—)
Jungkook: Why so much jealousy because of Maria?
Why are you so angry about my relationship with her?
And what does that kiss, done in that jealousy and anger, actually mean?
(At his question, YN lowered her head, which made Jungkook feel like his patience was breaking. YN was still sitting in Jungkook's lap. When Jungkook didn’t get any answer to his question from YN, he held her legs and placed them on both sides of his waist. His sudden action made YN a little nervous, and she quickly grabbed his shoulders for balance. Now they were sitting in an intimate straddle on lap position. And Jungkook started pulling YN closer by holding her hips, which created an intense atmosphere between them. Jungkook’s hands were moving slowly, yet his eyes were still deeply locked into YN’s eyes. He was enjoying her reactions because of his actions. As soon as he pulled her hips closer to him, YN held her breath and pressed her fingers against Jungkook’s shoulders, her eyes closed on their own and her lips parted slightly. Seeing her like that, Jungkook asked her...)
