First Last Never: Almost His
This story contains themes of: eating disorders
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Story Notes
Hey all! A lot of the party moments and the dysfunctional family were all my experiences. I was a DD during college. Any relationship stuff... made up. This is a work of fiction.
Summary
I’ve been his backup plan for two years. His fake girlfriend at parties. His emotional crutch when things fall apart. But never the girl he actually chooses. TJ knows how to pull me close when he needs me — and how to keep me at arm’s length when it matters. Now everything’s changing. New guys are noticing me. His ex won’t back off. And for the first time, I’m done waiting. If TJ wants to keep me, he’ll have to stop pretending he doesn’t want me at all. The longer he waits, the harder it gets.
- 1Fake is Best
- 2Know Your Place
- 3Can't Lose Control
- 4Morning Flirtations
- 5Expectations
- 6If He Never Touches You, Does He Count?
- 7Growing Desire
- 8First? or Pity?
- 9Rat On Me
- 10Avoidance
- 11Bar Hopping
- 12La Drague
- 13Too Friendly
- 14Overheard
- 15Overstepping
- 16Undefended
- 17Be My First
- 18You Don't Belong
- 19Gala Night
- 20Openly Chosen
- 21Kitten, Not Kitty
- 22Thanksgiving Break
- 23Friendsgiving
- 24Permanent Shift
- 25Numbness is Freedom
- 26The Devil Wears a Red Dress
- 27Pretending
- 28Raving
- 29Friendly Games
- 30Game On
- 31Game Over
- 32Restless
- 33Drunk Confessions
- 34Biggest Mistake Ever
- 35Brina's Plan
- 36Date Switch
- 37His Addiction
- 38Party On
- 39Ghost
- 40The Morning After
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