Chapter 1
The birds flying in the sky were composing new flanged melodies and the trees drenched due to snow all night are looking refreshed in the morning and blowing a gentle cool breeze to onlookers. The light of the dawn seeped into the room and spread its glittering rays on the bodies who were entangled in finding pleasure. The various kinds of emotions could be clearly visible on the woman’s face who is lying beneath the man.
Karthik each stroke creates something into sreya body. She hates her body for deceiving her and enjoying the pleasure from the person who doesn’t respect any of her feelings and using her for his needs.
Once again, her body thrilled up due to his erotic touch on her bosom and caused a moan on her lips. Once again, she marked his back with her nail to restrain her moan. However, her self-restraint slipped out from her hold when Karthik drizzled kisses on her neck and made her moan out loudly.
Her moan perfectly ignited fire and pleasure in his body and made him increase the speed of his thrust. Splendid pleasure began to explode on his body as he thrusted into her burning treasure hardly.
Sreya unsealed her lifeless eyes and looked at Karthik who was plunging into her hardly without any kind of affection or love. Every time she looked at his face, she felt how incongruous couple they were. His oval face, glossy hair, sharp mink-brown eyes, arched eyebrows, pointed nose, lush lips and his well built body are showing her again and again how mismatched couples they are. If he had not been stuck in destitution in his life and did not have a responsibility to take care of his family, he wouldn’t have married someone like her who is not beautiful enough to admire. Even though she was not beautiful enough to be his wife, he doesn’t have any rights to use her for his own selflessness. Truth to told, it would not be right to blame only him. BECAUSE,
She is the one who chose to be with him as his wife, even after knowing that he is using her for his needs.
She is the one who did everything for his happiness, even after knowing that he would never give importance to her feelings and happiness.
She is the one who fell in love with him and gave him the right to rule her heart, even after knowing that he would never love her.
Instead of everything she did for his happiness, he broke her heart and made her live like a lifeless soul.
She closed her eyes again as her old memories began to torture her broken heart. She doesn’t wish to remember. She wishes to erase it from her memories. She wish to go back on the day that she lost her unborn baby. She would not have lost her unborn child if only she was selfish as he was and had not given importance to his happiness. At that time, she was madly in love with him. Not only at that time, even now she couldn’t control her broken heart which was ready to do anything for his happiness. Even though he caused her to lose her unborn child, her love for him has not even diminished a little bit yet. Maybe others denote her love as foolishness and weakness. According to her, love means
Living for the happiness of the one we love
Prioritising their happiness over us.
Doing anything for their happiness.
Whenever she says this to herself, her mind asks her same repeated query,
Is he worthy of all this ?.
Does he love you as much as you love him ?.
Even though she knew the answers for her mind queries, she kept silent as always without retorting back anything.
Her thoughts and whole body shuddered when he spilled out his seeds inside her with a strong and deep thrust. She tightened her hold on his shoulder and waited for her quivering body and breath to return back normal. As her quivering body began to subside, she opened her weak eyes and stared at Karthik’s deep eyes which were already looking at her with a blank expression.
She felt as if someone was stabbing her broken heart mercilessly while staring at his blank eyes without any kind of emotion. Not wanting to hurt her heart further by glancing at his empty eyes, she closed her eyes tightly and waited for him to leave her body. As she waited, he left her body and walked into the bathroom.
At the instant she heard his footsteps moving away from her, she opened her eyes and sat up on the floor and searched her clothes through her eyes. After covering up her body from her shoulder to feets with a blanket, she got up from the floor and picked up her shattered clothes.
Everything around her was new today, new room, new house. With his influence and richness, he changed everything in his life except their relationship. However, nothing changed between them. She is sleeping on the floor in this new house too. He would come and lay near her on the floor in his old house to satisfy his physical needs. He is doing the same thing in this new house too.
At first, when he slept with her contrary to his words on their first night, she thought that he did it due to his unconditional love for her. It was only after several days of their marriage she came to know that he is sleeping with her to satisfy his physical needs, not in love or in the desire to be with her.
A mocking smile appeared on her lips as she thought about her foolishness at that time. However, soon her ridicule smile soon evolved into a mournful one as she wondered if he sold the house that had helped him through his trials and poverty in all those years; after becoming successful and wealthy person means, when he would expel her from his life as her requirements in his life were no longer necessary.
She shook her head as she questioned her heart that what’s there to get sad about, when she already made up her mind to walk out of his life when he asked her out of his life.
