Every beginning is difficult
With such an introduction, the story of practically every person begins, who, despite the routine, tries to change their life.
I am a former part of this stereotypically conservative way of life, and this story will be about me.
As far as I can remember, I have always been an emotionally strong person, with my fair share of cockroaches in my head, of course, but this did not prevent me from existing among the same homo-sapiens.
About a year ago, I left a job where I had worked for seven years, because I realized that I could no longer continue like this.
Let’s start with the fact that practically every person has intuition. The question is – do people listen to it? I tried to do it, but with hindsight.
At my last job, the alarm bells started going off about 3-4 years ago. Nothing tragic, but it was unpleasant. Who would like to stumble on a flat surface or hit their head on a sink? Intuition quieted down a bit because the company thought I would do something about it. I did. I worked even harder. Intuition did the same. More painful blows and stumbles; I even fell down the stairs twice. Nothing life shattering, but it was very unpleasant. Intuition quieted down because my reactions were being studied. While I was still working, I started to wonder. Intuition, too, because whilst waiting for the elevator at work, I slipped and my foot got caught. I fell on my back on the concrete floor. I could have broken my spine, hit my head, but… only my left wrist was hurt. Yes, my fingers were smashed. Yes, there’s a piece of iron with eight screws in the place of my wrist, but these are such insignificant details. It could have been much worse. (Thank you for not punishing me too harshly, Desti!)
At the beginning, I mentioned my emotionally strong state… It is still there, and life is moving forward, but with a slightly different view of life. I listen to myself more.
Since then, I have been changing very actively: I write, I fix old books, I make decorative compositions, and I think I am succeeding, because my intuition about my hobbies is silent.
And two more questions remain open: Who or what wanted such a drastic change in my life? And what was the reason for it?
Do you listen to your intuition!? Or what stands behind it?
