Shades of Our Marriage

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Summary

๐“๐“ท ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ป๐“ช๐“ท๐“ฐ๐“ฎ๐“ญ ๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ผ๐“ฝ๐“ธ๐“ป๐”‚ ๐˜š๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜–๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ "He didn't touch me on our wedding night-not even a glance that felt like a beginning. I told myself I wouldn't fall. That I wouldn't love a man who kept the door to his heart bolted shut. But I did. In the way he said my name when he was tired. In the way he protected me without admitting it. I fell for a man who didn't want a wife. And every day, I wondered if being his wasn't enough to be his." ~ "I married her, not for love-but for peace. I told myself she was just a name on paper, not someone who'd turn my world upside down. I was cold, distant. Maybe even cruel. But she stayed. She smiled when I didn't deserve it. She made a stranger's house feel like something I wanted to come home to. And without warning-I fell. Now I can't look at her without wondering how I ever thought I could live untouched by her love."

Status
Complete
Chapters
7
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Chapter 42

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ID : faded_steps

Geetanjali's POV

He let our lips join, moulding with each other so perfectly like ever. The anticipation grew to feel him inside me, feel him devour me, feel him cherish each and every corner of my skin.

I didn't know if I should say we're going to fuck or make love. My mind was just away in some corner, letting no straight thoughts get to me.

While my fingers played with his mullets, our lips played the fierce fight for dominance. The thought itself of defeating him was useless because he was anything but calm in bed. I moaned when he pinched my hardened nipples.

Letting go of my lips, he placed sloppy kisses from my lips down my right cheek towards my neck. I arched my back, when he rolled my nipples between his fingers, biting onto my neck.

"Ahhh, Adhvik", I moaned loudly, feeling the burning sensation on my neck, but the pleasure tagged along.

He took his time in marking my neck, all over, prior to shifting all his attention to my right breast. While his one hand rested on the bed, on my right, the other hand pulled up my body from the bed, getting better access to my breast.

I hissed when he bit on the nipple, prior to swirling his tongue around it, soothing the pain. Giving his full attention to it, he shifted to the other one, taking it in his mouth.

He was devouring them as a whole, taking as much as he could in his mouth. I don't know what obsession he had with them that he always ended up literally eating them out.

"I'm waiting for your pregnancy. After that these will taste so much better and...so much milkier", he murmured against my skin, looking up at me.

I furrowed my brows, but the instant realization about what he was talking about made me widen my eyes.

"You're so dirty", I scolded, even though my body was on fire by just imagining him impregnating me.

"Trust me, I can be dirtier", saying he let go of my body before holding my breasts together, taking the nipples together at once in his mouth.

I rolled back my head and eyes, holding onto his hair while he devoured them. He knew how sensitive those areas were so he really took advantage of it.

He swept tongue across them, sucking and biting till they were aching bad and of course, swollen.

When he let go of them, I started gasping for air, feeling myself already on the way to cloud nine. He was really good at pleasing me.

"You look so helpless, so needy, so desperateโ€”but trust me, I'll keep you like this all night", he rasped looking down at me.

My eyes shot open when he tore my knickers, before bending down in front of my pussy.

"Look at me when I eat you", he demanded, "And the moment you look away, I swear baby, you won't get pleased at all."

His words sounded too serious to be ignored, his piercing gaze on me too intense to be overlooked. The sight of him in between my legs, ready to eat me out and make me scream his nameโ€”felt so good. I never imagined this but the outcome was something I can beg for more.

I gulped and nodded.

He slapped my aching pussy, making me moan.

"Don't use gestures like you can't speak. Moan like you belong with me, baby", he demanded. I just hummed, for that was all I could give as a response.

"Good girl."

I let out a scream when he attached his mouth to my dripping cunt, taking the clitoris in between his teeth. I gasped and screamed, feeling a tight knot slowly forming inside my stomach.

His eyes were locked with mine, even though mine were urging to shut down, while he slid his tongue up and down my slit, taking in the wetness.

"No wonder you taste so good, so mine", he grunted, pushing in two of his fingers while still keeping himself busy in eating my wetness.

I jolted back on the bed, feeling the sudden burn of being stretched as I screamed.

"Oh! It's so g-good"

"Moan like that baby"

"Aah-dhvik", I screamed again when he started thrusting his fingers.

I held onto his hair, pulling it, feeling my stomach churning at the different feeling building inside me. I was never so intimate with someone else so each and every feeling was new to me but Adhvik made sure to make them feel special.

"Fuck firefly, never knew my name would sound so good", he grunted against my south, thrusting his fingers faster.

"Oh God! Right there", I moaned, arching my back at the tightening knot as I was about to have my release.

I whined when he took his fingers out and detached his mouth. I was gasping.

"You don't get to cum without me, my firefly", he said, smirking down at me.

"You're already breathless, I wonder what will happen with me inside you, baby?", he asked, placing a kiss on my forehead.

"I'm begging Adhvik", I begged, the undeniably burning desires almost choking me now.

"Begging for what, my firefly?", he asked deliberately, smirking at me. I knew he liked hearing me begging but I had no patience to defy his wish.

"I beg you to fuck me. T-This ache is burning me Adhvik, I n-need you. Please", I begged more.

"That's like my good little wife", he praised, before throwing off his pants and wearing a condom.

"You shouldn't get pregnant now. We're yet to explore more about each other before becoming parents, are you okay with it, my firefly?", he asked in undeniable softness, caressing my cheeks.

I smiled.

A husband who asked his wife about her wishes, is a person carved by God himself. And not all women are lucky to have such husbands. So definitely, I'm lucky to have him.

"I agree with you", I said.

"Then get ready baby, to scream my name all night long", he growled before joining our lips into a bold kiss, as his dick brushed against my inner thighs.

He was big and thick.

My wide eyes kept looking at his length, as I mumbled, "This will be inside me? How will it fit?"

He chuckled, "Don't worry baby. When I make love to you, you'll forget about the size."

I gulped at his blunt statement, trailing up my gaze from his perfectly sculpted body to his burning eyes, staring down at me lustfully.

"I'll go slow, okay?", he asked with a forehead kiss.

I nodded, slightly hesitant.

"Say stop when you can't take it", he said calmly, caressing my cheek to which I nodded, again.

Taking his dick in his right hand, he slowly slid the tip and it was enough to make me whimper. I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath, "I'm ready, Adhvik."

Taking my permission, he slid inside as I trailed my nails down his back, arching my back at the intense pain. The burn was too much to handle, making my pelvic region go slightly numb but I didn't ask him to stop. Even in the burn, I felt the pleasure.

"I-I'm ready Adhvik", I said, tapping on his back indicating my readiness to take him all in.

He groaned, as his length thrust inside me all at once, "Fuck, baby. You're so tight."

Tears escaped my eyes, running down my temples as he increased his pace slowly, hitting my climax. The pain was too much at the start, burning like someone was ripping off my skin because it was my first time. His just fingers were hurting a lot so I should've seen this coming because he was huge.

"It's okay baby. You'll feel the pleasure soon", he whispered against my ear, placing soft kisses on my tears.

I just nodded at his words, scratching his back while he thrust inside.

"Increase the speed", I murmured, gasping for air.

He nuzzled his face into my neck, placing soft kisses all over while finally picking up his pace. He was moving fast, so the pain was slowly disappearing as the hint of pleasure was felt.

He wrapped my legs around his waist, before thrusting faster as I cried out. I hadn't realized it when he got hold of a pillow and slid it under my back, maybe because I was so indulged in the pleasure.

"Oh Adhvik! It's s-so good"

"You aren't hurt right, baby? Should I stop?", he asked, panting against my neck.

"P-please don't stop. I-It feels so good, ah!", I said between my ragged breaths. The bed was really strong but his thrusting force made even the bed move and produce the creak sound.

He bit on my nipple, taking it in his mouth while one hand kneaded my other breast. He was pleasing so well that I was crying out of pain, but was feeling the pleasure provided too.

I moaned out loud, as the knot was slowly tightening inside me. It was overwhelming.

"A-Adhvik", I called out.

"Yes, baby", he replied between his groans, vibrating against our sweaty skins.

"I can't control it anymore."

"Just a bit baby. Just wait for me", he said, joining our lips again.

My lips were already swollen, but the way his lips tasted, I least cared about my lips. I just wanted more of him, till I was satisfied but this man, he was someone of whom I can never have enough.

While our lips moulded, his hands kneaded my bosoms and his hip kept rubbing against mine, as he thrusted faster and deeper. My legs were going numb, but the waves of pleasure running through my veins weren't deducting.

Each passing second felt like heaven, as I was coming near my release.

"Release it, baby", he groaned and in an instant, I let go of my fluid.

I screamed out loud, while he groaned after our release. It was very tiresome, given it was my first time but still, I enjoyed it. I never knew that making love felt so heavenly, when it was with someone you really loved a lot.

He fell down on the bed, beside me, as we both panted hard, feeling the lack of oxygen in our lungs.

"It was your first time?" he asked, pulling me closer to his body.

I nodded.

"Then I guess I'm lucky. I hope I made you feel good", he murmured, placing a kiss on my neck.

"I felt like I was in heaven. But why are you lucky?"

"Because you lost your virginity to me. Had it been some other man, I guess I'd have felt really jealous", he said, placing another kiss on my temple.

He raised up his head a bit and looked at me, giving me a soft smile.

"But you lost it to someone else", I muttered, my voice just a little above a whisper. It did sting knowing the fact that he had given away his virginity, something I considered as a rare and beautiful thing, to someone and it wasn't me. But at that time, we didn't know each other, so maybe, I shouldn't think about it anymore.

"I know. Had it been possible, I'd have stopped myself from doing it by going back in time but it is all in the past now. So even if you're not my first, you're my last and forever", he said, placing a long kiss on my lips making me smile.

I'm his last and forever.

"You sleep, I'll clean you by then. Then you can have a better sleep", he said, getting up on the bed.

"You're tired, Adhvik"

He smiled, "Trust me, I'm not. I can go for another round but you will faint. You're already drained so much", he said and I knew that he was teasing me.

Glaring at him, I looked away in embarrassment.

I gasped when I felt his feathery kisses on my inner thighs. Looking up I saw he was placing kisses all over my lower waist before getting down the bed, wore his boxers and went inside the washroom.

I looked up at the ceiling, recalling all the moments of the night. The special moments.

I was happy, because I had given up my one of the precious possessions to my husband, the love of my life. I knew he'd cherish it. The way he made sure I wasn't hurt or if I wanted him to stop, melted me right away. Making love was something I had just heard and read about, so somehow, I had also developed some small fantasies and dreams of my first time. I knew it was going to be painful but what I didn't know was the pleasure that came.

Honestly, if I had more energy left, I might have considered another round. But I was happy with what I got.

"You're smiling", I heard his voice.

Sitting up on the bed with his help, with a hiss because of the pain, I looked up at him, "I was just remembering how beautiful the night was. About my fantasies-", I stopped midways, realising I talked about something I shouldn't have.

With wide eyes, I looked at him, who was now smirking at me.

"Fantasies? I see. What are they?", he asked, sitting down beside me as he made me wear his shirt.

"N-Nothing. It was just a slip of the tongue", I replied, feeling embarrassed.

He chuckled, "Don't be embarrassed. Just tell me when you feel comfortable."

I just smiled and nodded. I wanted to tell him but he might go for another round and I might not be able to stop myself because it felt just so good. But I had work to go to so I needed to walk.

I was already sore so getting more sore might bring me some unwanted troubles.

"Thank you", I said, looking at him, who was now cleaning my inner thighs.

Looking up, he asked, "For what?"

"For the best birthday gift", I replied with a smile.

"If you liked it, then it's worth it. I wanted to make you feel how special and wanted you are. I guess I succeeded and no need of thanks because you deserved it. Moreover, I should thank you because you gave away your virginity to me", he said, slowly placing a kiss on my right thigh.

"I think my birthday can't go any better than this. As I said, it was the best birthday ever for me. I really felt wanted, like someone special and someone appreciated. I know you're not used to hearing thanks but when I'm saying it, take it silently. Okay?", I said faking my sternness.

Raising up his hands in the air, he acted as if surrendering, "Ji meri mohtarma, jaisa aap kahe."

(Yes my lady, as you say)

I chuckled at his response.

"After cleaning you, I'll make you wear a new knicker and then I'll cuddle you to sleep. And don't stop me, okay?", he said, as if serious about it so I closed my mouth, as I was about to tell him to rest since he was tired too. But I guess, he knew that.

I really never had my birthday celebrated in such a way. As I grew up, I lost the wish to even celebrate my birthday because everything had started to look so dull and worthless. Such celebrations felt meaningless to me so eventually, I stopped doing so. Rohan used to celebrate with me, because he wanted to celebrate my every birthday with me, but Adhvik did everything differently.

I'm not comparing, given the difference in their roles and the situation.

I wasn't able to even believe that I was in love again. It was totally unexpected. I never thought that I was going to fall for my husband, whom I resented so much. I guess time played its role really well.

He was my first, and I was his last.

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