Lost Love Letter for the Moon
In the depths of the starry night, mesmerized by the beauty of the ethereal moon, I ask, “How can you look at me and pretend like I’m just someone you just met?”. Every night we used to stared at each other, where time seemed to stop as long as we had each other… but now time seems to stop as well, not around us, but the time where my heart seems to beat when you’re still here with me. Grief, sorrow, regret, and vanity crossed my mind as if I were hunted by demons. You’re a memory that I can’t let go of. Everywhere I go, I’ll always remember the things we did, laughing, crying, talking, kissing, and cuddling, and more that I could put into words. How can I forget a soul that completed me where I was broken into pieces, how can I forget a person that showed me what LOVE is, how can I forget the warmth that we shared when we’re alone, how can I forget? I just can’t… Love hurts, I know, but yours cut so deep that the scars seem to stay with me forever as long as I live. Why does Love hurt so much…
Moments passed, and I looked again at the moon, where it seemed to cry… or was it my eye that cried?... I don’t know… but it hurts when I look at the moon. I could shout until my lungs would give up, yet my voice seemed to say otherwise because no voice came out of my mouth when I wanted to scream your name. I found heaven through the devil’s eyes. Your promises are always the sweetest lies. Thought you were an angel, but it was a disguise, yet you were the best thing I’ve had in my life. You saw my white scars beneath the black ink. The pen ran out, but I haven’t severed the link. It was set in stone when I met you in the storm of summer, and I’ll remember that sweet smile on your face that you bring. We were fated this way, for what I believe, I stayed seated on the grass, chained by my feet. In my ohand, I hold the key to my brief release, though I choose to stay, waiting for my missing piece. Never again will I see a gloomier sky than the day we said our forced goodbyes. Keep me in your memories, for you are in mine. I wish to hold you once more when our paths intertwine.
We ended without an ending, a story left unwritten, like echoes in an empty hall, of words that were forbidden. We never started, yet we fell, through silence, soft and deep, even when scars healed, they still bleed. Like letters lost inside the wind, that fate refused to keep. Your shadow lingers on my mind, a ghost of what could be, a chapter closed before its time, a love story that the stars won’t ever see. So here we stand, two strangers still, a past that never passed, a fleeting dream we never lived, yet somehow made to last. The dread in my eyes, the misery I wrap in my embellished lies, will the moon be kind enough to bless me with a faithful goodbye…
