Prologue
Prologue :
Not everyone can have everything…….
It was a peaceful night for everyone else but at least not for me this was the night when everything changed.
Absolutely not for good I guess.
I was running to the road Crossing not looking back .
Pretending I am not hearing him calling me . I ran so fast I almost cross the road when I heard a screech sound of sudden break of a car and then a thud sound.
I slowly turn around and my feet got freeze on the spot . He had gotten into an accident while following me . He was on the ground while the thick red blood lines are falling from his face and he is suddenly in the blink of an eye surrounded by pool of blood.
Blood everywhere….
Everywhere on him
I can’t hear the driver cursing beneath his breath and calling ambulance and I can’t see the people suddenly surrounding the almost lifeless body.
I can’t see anything my eyes are blurry from tears I guess. A man is getting down on his knee to check his pulse and I didn’t knew I was holding my breath even though I am so far away from them .
And then he shake his head as a sign that he is no more . And I felt my legs as jelly and I slump on the ground with a sound .
My heart was trying to beat out of my chest . I couldn’t hear the ambulance sound rather my own heartbeat.
It has to be a nightmare…………
I refuse to believe that he is dead because of me …..
I always told him that I will destroy anyone who will hurt him but this time it’s me ….
What am I suppose to do ?
You got to be kidding me ….
God please! Somebody tell me this is a nightmare….
And then a simple pretty lady came to me and said are you alright? And I just stared . I couldn’t understand anything.
And then I simply started running I don’t know where myself
I just run until I will wake up from this nightmare…
He isn’t dead …
He is with me …
It’s ok …
It’s a nightmare…
It’s simply a nightmare Ella .
