First poem
"Flickering Ember Sea"
I don’t know who’s to blame,
Who let go of this flickering flame?
Did this ember truly last,
Or break like fragile glass?
I refuse to accept that you’ll leave,
You said I should believe.
I know that you’ll return,
We’ll mend all we lack and yearn.
It’s been months since you left,
Tears fall like the heaviest rain.
I know you’ll return, I’m sure,
No matter how long I endure.
Days turn to weeks, then months—I did not sway,
I know you’ll find a way back someday.
But how long must I wait?
The sea rises, silvered by late moons’ weight.
Years come and go,
I know it’s time to let go.
Though alone, I should row,
Doubt creeps as tides erode my faith’s glow.
I denied it for so long,
Clinging to a lie all along.
Part of me trusts our past,
Now I’m moving on at last.