Chapter 1
Warning: This novel contains suicidal thoughts. If you are uncomfortable with this, you should avoid reading it. Thank you for the support.
Here I tried to give you a part about the novel and I wrote it in a somewhat poetic way. If you do not like this way, then good for you because it will only be in this part.
Also. English is not my first language so if there are some mistakes I apologize.
It surrounds him like a warm, endless hold,
A silence too heavy, too quiet, too cold.
It doesn't let him breathe, but it softens the sound,
Washes out the voices that spin him around.
The water becomes what the world couldn't be,
Not a cure, not a fix ,just a place to be free.
He shoots to the surface, the breath rushing in,
His lungs pulling back what he tried to rescind.
Maybe next time, he'll stay long,
Maybe next time, he will be strong.
He came out of the bathroom and Ruby was waiting for him by the door.
Joey: Do you miss me?
Joey: Sorry, I won't do it anymore.
He knows what he did was wrong.
Joey: Did you wait too long ?
He picked up his bag and slipped on his shoes. Ruby stood up and looked confused. Joe: Sorry, Ruby. We'll go for a walk when i get back . I promise." He smiled, then stepped out the door, While Ruby lay quietly down on the floor,
Grandpa:I was there when she was born,
Held her before she could stand on her own,
And she never waite for me at the door.
Grandma laughed: what can I say, he has what she had , she would've been proud.
Grandpa: Ruby would've loved her.
Grandma with a sad smile: I wouldn't blame her... ,
Her daughters memories came through, running through the hallways when she was two
she stood with a faded smile ,Why did her baby have to go? without her child.
She looks into every room and every hall,
As if her baby was hiding after all
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