Don’t Trust Your Own Heart

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Summary

Ophelia thought she was just starting college, but Saint Helena University has secrets deeper than any classroom. Friendships blur into betrayals, love hides dangerous truths, and trusting your own heart might be the biggest mistake of all. Will she survive the games behind the ivy walls—or lose herself trying?

Genre
Mystery
Author
Remina A
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
18
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Part One: Revised

Ophelia was surprised by how tall the Saint Helena University campus gates were. Ancient ivy crawled along the stone walls whispering stories of countless students who had walked through before her. Her heart pounding with a mixture of excitement and fear, she stopped at the doorway, holding her battered leather bag to her chest. Her grades were just good enough to get her into psychology program, but she had never been the smartest person in her class. But that wasn’t why she was here. Ophelia didn’t care about top scores or academic medals. She wanted to understand people the hidden corners of their minds, the reason behind their lies, their laughter and their pain. Despite the unseen cracks in her own heart, she wanted to heal.

“Stop staring, Ophelia, just walk”, she whispered to herself, biting her lip. Her short temper always fought with her overthinking, and today was no different. She straightened her back, adjusted her bag strap, and stepped inside, the echo of her boots on the marble floor sounding louder than she liked. Students hurried past in groups, chatting, laughing, already finding their circles. Ophelia noticed everything the way one girl nervously twisted her ring, the way two boys whispered too closely to be just friends, the way another student’s smile looked a little too forced. It was her gift, or maybe her curse: she saw things others didn’t.

She walked into her first lecture hall, the scent of old paper and coffee clinging to the air. Rows of students filled the seats, notebooks open, phones buzzing. Ophelia chose a seat near the back, where she could watch without being watched. The professor a tall, grey-haired man with sharp glasses strode to the podium. “Welcome to Psychology 101 at Saint Helena University. Here, you’ll learn the science of the human mind. But remember this” he paused, letting his gaze sweep across the room, “the most dangerous minds are not always the ones in textbooks. Sometimes, they’re sitting right beside you.” Ophelia’s breath caught. For a moment, she felt a chill trace down her spine. She glanced at the students around her, suddenly hyper-aware. Everyone looked normal enough. But then again, didn’t they always?

She opened her notebook, her messy handwriting, but her mind already racing with a thousand scenarios. She didn’t know it yet, but this lecture the first step toward her dream was also the first step into a mystery that would change her life forever.

The lecture dragged on, though Ophelia’s mind refused to stay still. She doodled absent circles and eyes in the margins of her notebook, half-listening to the professor explains the basics of Freud and Jung. When the bell finally rang, the hall erupted in chatter. Students spilled into the corridor in noisy clusters. Ophelia stayed seated, pretending to fix her notes while secretly deciding how to escape without being noticed.

“Hey, you’re new too, right?”

She looked up. A girl with curly auburn hair and round glasses stood in front of her. She had a bright smile, though her fingers fidgeted nervously with the strap of her backpack.

“Um, yeah,” Ophelia said, her voice soft but steady.

“I’m Clara Byrne. Psychology major. First-year nerves, I guess?” Clara laughed, though it sounded a little forced.

Before Ophelia could answer, a tall boy leaned against the desk beside hers. He had dark hair that fell into his eyes and carried himself with quiet confidence. “Clara, don’t scare her on the first day.” He turned to Ophelia and offered a small smile.

“Elias Hart. Nice to meet you.”

Ophelia hesitated, then gave a nod. She wasn’t used to people approaching her. Her circle was always small, one or two people at most. Yet something about Clara’s openness and Elias’s calmness felt… different.

“Do you want to grab coffee with us? There’s a café near the library,” Clara asked eagerly.

Ophelia almost said no—her instinct was always to retreat, to avoid being seen. But then again, she didn’t want to start this new life alone. “Okay,” she said quietly. The café, The Lantern Room, was tucked into the corner of the old library building. It smelled of roasted beans and old parchment. The three of them sat near the window, watching students rush across the quad.

Clara talked the most, filling the silence with stories about her hometown and her fear of failing exams. Elias listened more than he spoke, though when he did, his words were sharp, precise, like he was always analyzing.

Ophelia found herself both comforted and unsettled.

Halfway through their conversation, her eyes drifted toward the corkboard by the counter. It was filled with posters—clubs, events, tutoring services. But one stood out.

A flyer, printed in black ink on white paper:

MISSING: Amelia Gray, 22. Last seen near Saint Helena University.

The photograph showed a pale girl with wide, haunting eyes.

Ophelia froze. Something in the girl’s gaze—it felt familiar, though she couldn’t place why. Her stomach tightened, her fingers trembling under the table.

“Ophelia?” Clara’s voice snapped her back. “You, okay? You look pale.”

She forced a smile. “Yeah, just tired.”

But inside, her mind was spinning.

Why did that missing girl’s eyes feel like they were staring right at her?

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