Chapter 1. FROM STRUGGLE TO SUCCESS
I, Rodah, considered great by my relatives but I have come to realize that I need someone to interact with and help me succeed in life every time I look for an opportunity, I fail due to lack of experience, and I end up giving up. It's painful to feel like I have nowhere to turn, no support, no ideas, and no close friends to understand me. I have felt like I'm losing myself, and it's overwhelming.
In the past, I would rely on my mum, but now I'm on my own. I have even doubted my relationship with kelvin, and I have come to realize that it's not working out. I don't want him to think of me as a burden, so I'm letting go. I hope we can meet again in a new life, happy and healthy.
However, I have decided to take control of my life, I moved to a new country, ashamed of my past struggles, but determined to start fresh. I found a beautiful place where I discovered peace, joy, and harmony with nature. I felt free and liberated, like nothing could hold me back.
I have started a new life, pursuing my passions for farming and business. I have built houses for rent, a school, and a restaurant where people can relax and enjoy good food. I have also taken in four kids and am raising them to become their best selves. The girls are training to be excellent chefs, netballers, and childcare specialist, while the boys are developing their skills in basketball, cricket, and becoming strong, caring men.
My daily routine is busy, but fulfilling. I wake the kids up early to do their chores and tidy up the house before they head off to school with their nanny. Meanwhile I head to the farm to oversee operations. I have also befriended a talented tailor, Linda, who creates starring clothes. Her family is full of talented individuals who support and encourage each other. Her little brother is a piano prodigy, and when he's not in school, he loves to play the guitar and sing.
Though I'm still adjusting to my new environment, I'm confident that it will bring prosperity and progress in the years to come. We'll make good progress, and I'll finally find the success and happiness I've been searching for.
