Preword
Trigger Warnings: This book contains content about child abuse, domestic violence, trauma, emotional neglect, mental health struggles, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, hospitalizations, and grief. Please take care of yourself while reading, and know that it is okay to step away if the content feels overwhelming.
This is my story.
It is not neat. It is not polished. It is not a fairy tale with a happy ending from the start. It is the story of a girl who grew up in a world that often felt unsafe, unloved, and chaotic. It is the story of survival - not perfection, not heroism, but the raw, messy, exhausting work of staying alive, learning to breathe, and learning to trust again.
I wrote this book not to shock, not to seek pity, and not to hide my pain. I wrote it to be honest. To put the pieces of my life on the page and say: This happened. I survived. And you can, too.
If you are reading this, maybe you’ve been through your own storms. Maybe you are still in them. Maybe you feel broken, lost, or invisible. Know this: I see you. I understand, in ways words can barely hold. Survival is not weakness. Feeling deeply is not failure. And even if it doesn’t feel like it now, you are capable of moving forward.
This book will take you through my childhood, my struggles, and my journey toward healing. It will not shy away from pain, but it also does not stop at despair. It is about staying, about fighting, about learning to live when everything inside you screams otherwise.
I share this with you in hope. Hope that someone out there reading these pages can recognize themselves, can find a small spark of strength, can feel less alone.
Because if I can survive all of it, maybe you can, too.
