Writing never concerned me

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But the problem was and will always be;
Writing never concerned me Not writing did
Not spilling those words in my head. Not sleeping with them when I lay in bed.
Writing never concerned me Not writing did
No music left fulfilling my ears. No screams to my drying tears.
A glimpse in my mind was always too hard, too scary to dare, so they marked me insane scared of what I might say
But the problem was and will always be;
Writing never concerned me Not writing did
The void in my head was always filled with a whining kid So they marked it insane, smashed those dreams on the floor and painted a loophole for fame
But writing… Ouu writing never concerned me Not writing did
Because when I got tested and had the chance to make a change
I let myself be marked insane