The present
The present
Sometimes I still find the odd strandof your hair in my bag, but more often clinging to my clothes as a reminder of our time together the earring that you had lost one rainy night after it was entangled in the button of my shirt, I found it yesterday under my bed, a little twisted because of all the force you had put in trying to get away from Me, in vain the pair of white teddy bears that you had got for me after our last fight still sits on my study table, blaming me for what I had done almost every day I find these memories of yours lost in my rooms scattered around me like a Web that won't let me come out of the past I am happier living caved under these beautiful memories than face ugly present these random things that I find everywhere transport me back into our once beautiful and perfect world the world before we started fighting,the world before I started ignoring you,the world before I stopped saying ' I love you ' the world before ego crawled between us and our world before last December now that you are gone. on Lonely nights I play your favourite songs. These songs remind me of your glowing face and that pure playful and infectious smile of your that I miss the most I sit all night and listen those songs staring at the empty walls in my bedroom which were once filled with your picture sometimes I walk up to window to witness the busy lives of people who are lucky to be with people they love Ever since I come back dubai, I wake up in the middle of the night bathed in my sweat, curled up on the bed, alone and shivering. The bag uniform still smells of you, of the time when your with me, and I feel safe, enveloped with the fragrance. It remind me of the dream we shared together. Since you left, I have learnt a lot about life and love nothing is permanent time changes, and it changes everything around us life is moving forward for everybody around me but I am exactly where you left me. Daily I shut my eyes, an unknown force drags to a into the same nightmare
I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR LOVE ME BACK AGAIN, EVEN IF IT MEANS WAITING TILL ETERNITY
